The promise

Part 33

"Are you okay? What happened? Do you want to talk about it?" CJ ask as I am wrapped in a ball looking out his window of his car. Tears have continuously fall from my eyes. I can't even stop it.
"I have never seen you cry ever. I don't know to park the car, talk or just be quiet."

I can't even talk or it will all be tears and sobs. His words fucking hurt, it felt like a knife through my heart.

"Was he mad at you because of me? How do I explain bringing you home like this?" He rambles on. He needs to shut up.

"Just let me be please. You can drop me home and you don't need to do any explaining because you aren't coming in." I yelled in anger.

"Okay, quietness."

"Forget about tomorrow. I won't be doing the tour. I have enough on my plate, if my father ask the tour was great."

"Amira I won't lie to your parents." He stops the car in front of my house.

"Yes you will. I am not even joking CJ. Don't show up here tomorrow."

He drops me home and before he could begin saying something I open the door and leave. My phone starts to ring the moment I am in and I am glad my parents are asleep. It Mason and I don't want to answer, I don't even want to hear his voice. It goes off and rings again and I put it on silence.

Althought I want to just curl up in a ball and continue crying my head is hurting and I need a shower and advil before I can go to sleep. I spend thirty minutes in the shower cooling myself off and crying. His words played like a loop. "You're the only one being racist here.....so you want to breakup? You're the only one being racist here.." I just need to process what happened. Words were said that weren't meant and I really fucked up, but so did he. By the time I am out the shower I have six missed calls from him and I delete them all before going to bed.

"Wake up Mira. Daddy said you have to go with uncle CJ." Hazel bounce on my bed.

"Hazel please go away." I groan burying my head in the pillow. I didn't even sleep a wink last night. I just tossed and turn I hurt the boy that I love and he hurt me too. His words broke my heart. Why would he even ask me to break up? What's wrong with him? Is he tired of me?

She makes one big bounce before landing beside me."Daddy said I should tell you before he left." Wait?

"He left?" I ask, this could make for a better opportunity to hide all day at home.

"Yes daddy went somewhere. He didn't want to take me with him."

"Where is mom?"

"Work."

"Okay baby girl. I need you to do me a big favour between me and you. It'll be our little secret." I touch her pecan smooth cheeks. Her eyes are filled with excitement and anticipation, How can someone be this energetic this early?
"I need you to pretend like I am not here. Okay? I promise you a big present... all you have to do is leave, close my door and let everyone know I went with CJ. Can you do that for me sugar?"

"Okay. What are you going to get me?" She smile excitedly.

"How about I take you to H&M for a beautiful dress and some cute shoes?" She loves fashion.

"Yes, yes, yes. I love you Amira." She cuddle not into me.

"I love you too Hazel." I kiss her head. "Alright time for our plan." She quietly get off the bed and leave the room. I fall back asleep and wake up hours later. I check my phone and it's 3pm, I have some messages from Mason and CJ and right before I check them Crystal enter my room.