He doesn't want me

chapter 7- it's only just a dreeeeeaaaam

"What a stupid bitch.." Gabriel groaned as the lead character unlocked the door to check who's knocking finding a psychopath on her door step i grabbed another handful of pop corn and put it into my mouth eyes glued to the screen

I'm currently in gabe's couch snuggled in his old blankets with gabe beside me Alice who usually join us in sleep overs is a no-show today

"Oh cracker" i yelped as the killer get off from behind the curtain and grabbed the girl by the hair slitting her throat with that the closing credits rolled

"That's what you get for opening the door for creep-" gabe was saying when a knock rang through the door

gabe stopped and looked at me wide eyed i gripped the blankets and closed my eyes hoping that the knock was just my imagination

there was a knock again but this time with a voice "Gabe...sweet heart open the door" Mel gabe's mom said i exhaled in relief while gabe unfroze and went to open the door for his parents

"Hey ash" Mel greeted kising my cheek "Kiddo sleep over night?" Darwin gabe's dad said giving me a high five

"Yup...no alice though" i said jumping out of the couch to help sheila arrange the plates

We had an amazing dinner of roasted chicken Mrl's specialty and it was time for bed or better yet time for couch

that's where we sleep during sleep overs because gabe may be gay but my mom will never let me sleep in the same room with someone who have male parts- her words not mine

i snuggled to a pillow amd feeling my eye lids grow heavy closed my eyes

"Ash" Alpha Xavier's voice called i turned my head and raised my hands to shield my eyes from the sun i looked at him feeling waves crash into my ankles wait why am i in a beach?

Alpha Xavier ran beside me his hair messy in that wind blown kind of way his eyes beautiful in the sunset  i felt dragons fly and wrestle all over my stomach his lips have a wide smile for a moment i felt myself being knocked out off breaths

he chuckled at my reaction grabbing my arm pulling me towards his chest i felt overwhelming happiness fill me that i could almost cry as his arm snaked to my waist the other on the back of my head ingulfing me in a warm hug

"I'm dreaming aren't I?" i asked my voice muffled my his t-shirt i felt him shrug "Maybe" he said his voice being carried by the wind

I closed my eyes straining to hear his heartbeat over the sound of the waves i wanted to stay here in this dream forever where the love of my life actually loves me back

but ofcourse the universe won't have any of that i could almost here it snapping its universe-y fingers saying "nuh-uh gurl wake your flat booty up from this dream with this cute beau before i kick your sleepy ass"

because when i opened my eyes i was back in the couch hugging a pillow so tight that i was afraid for its feathered insides gabe snored softly at the other end of the couch rubbing his face

i sat up and rubbed my eyes it was only just a dream i felt a dull ache stab through inside my heart to my very soul as i thought about how that embrace will never happen in real life

i could faintly hear the universe's laugh "gurl that's what you and your flat ass get for too much dreaming"

"universe?" i called out softly "uh-huh?" it said the lightness of its voice hitting my ears

"shut the hell up" i grumbled before going back to sleep