He doesn't want me

Chapter 11- Clasped hands

I woke up in the sound of the car starting I instantly stood up and peered at the window oh brother

Alpha Xavier's car was leaving i glanced at the wall clock its 5 minutes before class starts i rushed a shower dresssed in two minutes time and was out of the door

i stated in the driveway and instantly realized thatbi have no ride gabe doesn't know where I am and he is probably in class already

so i started running to school

i was approximately 10 muntes and 23 seconds late for english "Hi um...I'm-" i said still out of breath

The whole class that was noisy when i opened the door went silent I looked at the room and realized thst Mrs kings isn't there

so i gave my classmates a wobbly grin and my eyes almost automatically found him but he wasn't really looking at me he was busy reading a book

i took a breath and crept up my chair still no alice mrs kings came back inside the classroom saying "Sorry about that just had to answer that call so back to what I was saying earlier"

she continued to drone on about old robert frost then the bell rang and i rose to fix my things when...

"Ms Jones please remember that i don't tolerate late comers in my class" Mrs Kings said giving me a wink

blood rushed to my face amd i nodded my head i met up with gabriel during lunch "Have you seen alice?" I asked him he shook his head looking worried

"We'll swing by later at her place" Gabriel said i nodded my head and Gabriel started to inch closer to me

"So what's the long story?" he asked and o quickly told him i finished talking and gabriel looked at me wildly he opende his mouth probably to ask a gazillion question

"Gabe!Andrea!" James called  from their table "Be right there" gabe said while i asled "Who's andrea?" at the same time

"Guessing that's you" gabe said distractedly i sighed my name's 3 letters one syllable i would like to think that it's not that hard to forget

"You ready?" gabe asked me i looked at the table where there sat james lint, hail anderson, beta jordan, gamma cameron- jenna's twin brother, jenna and him

"as ready as andrea would ever be" i said and then we walked

i slipped beside gamma cameron and gabriel "Hey Alison" gamma cameron said nodding his head at me i internally groaned

"It's ash" jenna filled in my throat constricted "oh..  gamma cameron before turning to whisper something at hail which hail giggled at slapping his arm

before i know it they started to make out i averted my gaze blood rushing to my face i cleared my throat while gabriel shifted to face james and started chatting with him i was forced to look ahead

beta jordan winked at a girl so i guess he still haven't found his mate yet Alpha Xavier was talking with beta jordan and gamma cameron about pack territories while jenna played with his fingers

hail and jenna were talking about rober frost again like i told you jenna isn't one of those easy mean girls she's classy and classy goes with brains apparantly

as for hail she believes in women's freedom to do what they want and as how gabriel always joked do who they want so she's also smart beautiful and also a determined activist in gender equality or so she says in one of those empower women seminars the school forces us to attend the streotype about cheerleaders being stupid would always be beyond me

i pursed my lips as they switched from talking about robert frost to algorithms

i felt my heart thud to my ribcage when i heard gamma cameron ask teasingly "So Amber" he started "ash" i reminded quietly

"right...you good with jenna and xave still being together?" he asked everyone in the table stopped to look at gamma cameron

I flicked my eyes to jenna..so she knows? she clasped alpha xavier's hand tightly i looked at his face free of expression

i smiled trying to blink down tears somehow seeing their hands clasped together is more painful than the idea of them kissing

i nodded "all good" i said bitting my lips so they don't quiver "no problem at all" i smiled at jenna

the girl had the nerve to smile at me back flashing me her pearly white teeth in any other circumstance i would've found it pretty not today though

i looked at their clasped hands once again so sweet so so sweet i hope ants would crawl to eat their hands off

gamma cameron frowned at my answer while beta jordan laughed scowling gamma cameron said "his your mate right?" he whispered as if his checking

i laughed slightly "if that was my mate..." hail said not completing her sentence

gamma cameron snorted "funny comming from you" he said

hail glared at him and i excused myself running to...

you guessed it the janitor's closet