He doesn't want me

Chapter 10- Phones and Pastas

I woke up with a start i rubbed my eyes and for a second i almost forgot where i am i looked at the clock and saw that it was 8 pm

I slipped out of bed and paddedbare footed in the extravagant kitchen and saw Alpha Xavier in a black tank top and black boxers cooking i felt my heart drop to my stomach whe gazillion butterflies are feasting and are busting some hiphop moves

i watched the muscles on his bisceps flex as he stirred the sauce inside the pot i felt my mouth water slightly craving the pasta or him i'm not sure which

he glanced at me and he shut the stove put two plates on the table "Sit" he said and i did sat in front of him "Eat" he ordered as he pushed a plate of pasta towards me

i took a forkful into my mouth and i looked at him wide wide as a piece of saucey heaven melted into my mouth "Where did you learn how to cook?" i asked

he didn't look up from his plate he just continued eating i snapped my mouth shut and shook my head "no asking questions" i scolded myself and continued to eat in silence after 2 minutes he stood up and went up stairs

"Good night!" I called to him he didn't even looked at me "Good talk" i called again "Don't let the bed bugs bite" i screamed and waited for an answer

i cringed as the door slammed shut loudly i shrugged to myself and picked up the dishes to wash them

i grabbed my phone from the table and realized that Alpha  Xavier grabbed the wrong phone on the way to his room

i grabbed his black iphone and stared at it don't do it ash  my consience screams which was not saying much

so i unlocked it no password and slumped to the chair no pictures even his wallpaper is plain black i bit my lip and hesitantly clicked the messages they were 2

one was from his mom and one from... jenna it said:

hey party at jordan's, still won't find his mate though are you coming?

i rolled my eyes and started for the stairs to get my phone i pressed my ear to his door i can hear him breathing steadily like his asleep

i can hear his voice in my head don't come in my room its not like he will suddenly wake up right?

ah...well here comes nothing I whispered i opened the door shutting my eyes tightly at the creak of it to say that the room was dark will be...well true

he bed is black the curtains are grey the sofa was both black and grey and the carpet was black the other furnitures were brown and the paint was dirty white

he was there in his lovely glory laying in the bed the covers up to his waist his eyes closed and beside him...my phone

i walked closer to him and raised my hands to grab my phone when-"what are you doing?" he asked grabbing my hand amd instantly letting go of it he sat up

"uh...uh...my phone" i whispered why am i whispering?!? he glanced at his side where my phone was laying he threw it towards me and ofcourse i didn't caught it so i put his phone on the bed to scrambled for my phone he took his phone in his hand

"you read my messages didn't you" he said in a tight voice i scoffed  "pfft i didn't read y-i ok i did" i said he looked his face bare of expression but his eyes were gleaming with anger

"in the plus side jenna invited you to beta jordan's party" i told him trying to keep my voice upbeat

he shook his head "get.out" he said and i rushed to get out of his room and quickly sat on the counter of the kitchen trying to eat more pasta

suddenly alpha xavier was going down the stairs keys jigling in his hands "you going out?" i asked him he didn't amswer what is it with him and answering questions?

"I'll wait up for you" i calledbas the door slammed shut once again i laughed to myself

ah..well he'll come around

i went to the sofa bowl of pasta in hand and turned the t.v on after a couple of hours i was starting to grow sleepy so i dialed alice's number once again and there was still no answer

what is happening to Alice? i frowned and dialed gabriel's number "Hello Gabe?" i asked when all i can hear was a bunch of laughter loud music "Hey..ash" gabe said

"Yeah...where are you?" i asked "Beta Jordan's party...james invited me" he said

"Is alice there?" i asked "No!" he told me "But Alpha Xavier is...with jenna" he said

"I know" i told him "HOW?!" he asked "Long story it-" i was saying when gabe cut me off "they're making out now" he told me

"they should get a room"gabe said "...and they did" he said i ignored the fire that burned my heart and made my blood boil

"bye ash ...james is asking me to play spin the bottle" and the line went out

i stared at the phone in silence before looking at the t.v again it was 4:30 in the morning when i finally heard the car stopping in the drive way

i peered at the window and i saw him getting out of the car the front door opened and he glanced at me

he smelled of alcohol mixed with jenna i held my breath "you were not actually waiting up for me are you?" he said chuckling softly

i gulped and tried to laugh "course not me pfft no" i said awkwardly

he went straight to his room and i sat in the couch and pretended to watch more t.v so he wont think that i was waiting for him

then i fell asleep