He doesn't want me

Chapter 66- Talking crazy

I woke up with pebbles hitting the glass of my window I scrunched my eyebrows together I forced myself to get out of bed to see who was there

"What are you doing here?" I asked my voice exasperated "Get down here" he said his eyes bright against the darkness around him

"No" I said with finality. He tilted his head "Yes. You will" he said I closed my eyes feeling frustration seeping its way to my veins

"Just.Give me a minute" I told him before grabbing my jacket and I padded softly down the hallway not wanting to wake up Raven

I opened the front door and slipped out to be greeted by the cold night wind I shivered and turned to find him leaning against the wall, beer cans littered the stairs

"What are you doing here?" I asked

"I needed to talk to you" he said his voice low I felt my throat tightened he smelled of mint and alcohol and the night

"You're drunk" I told him shaking my head

He nodded "Yes. Yes I am. But I still need to talk to you" he said

"We have nothing left to talk about" I said going for the door I felt his hand for my forearm tugging me back and suddenly I was engulfed with his warmth

my cheek was pressed against his chest his hands settled on my waist I closed my eyes tightly

"Please" he whispered against my head I nodded my head not saying a thing

he took a step backward  "What are you doing to me?" He asked I looked at him abruptly "What do you mean?" I asked feeling confused

he took a deep breath before grabbing his dark hair in frustration "You're all I could think about, your eyes they haunt me in my dreams, y-your smile! It fucking makes it hard to sleep, every fucking second of everyday, you just seem to find a way to seep in here" he said pointing at his temple

"You're voice, you're heartbeat I hear it miles away" he said his voice in the brink of madness

I looked at him before blinking twice not believing his words I lowered my eyes feeling blood make a tsunami towards my cheeks

he sighed "And then she fucking blushes" he said suddenly his hands were on my cheeks forcing me to look at his eyes

His amazing God given eyes I felt my breath get caught up in my throat "You're driving me crazy, love" he whispered so softly that for a second I thought I imagined it

I gulped "I-I don't k-know what to s-say" I said dumbfounded he looked at me in the eyes before chuckling "So damn innocent" he whispered taking a stray hair out of glasses bounded eyes

His thumbs brushed against my cheek bones before settling on my chin raising it up so that I'll actually look at his eyes

"I've been here for 5 hours thinking of what to tell you" he said shaking his head as if shaking off a thought out of his head

"I don't get you" I told him stepping away to sit at the stairs leading to the front porch

"You are going to mate with Jenna what's the point in all of this?" I asked he sat down next to me his elbows on his knees his face buried in his hands

"You chose her, why would you...why are you saying this?" I asked my confusion lacing my voice

"You know what?" I said standing up whilst shaking my head "This is hopeless you're drunk you don't know what your saying" I explained trying to wake up to reality, I opened the front door

he sighed in frustration behind me following me glumly

I opened the door to the guest room as quietly as I can "I'm sure Rave won't mind if you sleep here for a while" I said motion in towards the bed

before I could leave he grabbed me and pressed his lips against my forehead warmth spread through put my whole body melting the ice pain had freeze upon my heart I sniffed trying to keep myself from crying

"So, yeah." I said stepping back wiping my eyes I shrugged "This is it I guess" I said

"I know that tommorrow you may not ever remember this and that you'll go back to loving Jenna and then you'll mate her and then you'll get married adopt and I'll be okay" I ranted my voice breaking trying to smile

"hey, maybe me and Raven met for reason I kind of liked his parents and Raven's perfect and his nice and maybe this whole 2nd chance mates would actually work and maybe we'll mate-" I was still ranting when he cut me off

"Stop" he said but I was on a roll "Then we'll get married and adopt kids of our own one boy one girl twins if possible and then we'll m-"

before I could finish I was pressed against the wall I was craned between the wall and his body "That is not happening, love" he whispered and then things happened so fast next thing I know I woke up in my bed

thinking that everything was just a dream I got out walking towards the bathroom I put my glasses on and opened the lights looking at the mirror

that's when I screamed the neckline of my shirt was drench with dried blood I craned my head to the side and I promise I felt like passing out

running my fingers at the tender flesh on my neck I grimaced with pain

He marked me. Alpha Xavier Black marked me.