Marrying Glaiza De Castro (Book 1)

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|Glaiza|

I pretend to sleep eventhough I was fully awake, gusto ko lang syang asarin. But then, I was caught surprised when I felt her fingers started to trace my face. Pinangatawanan ko na ang pagpapanggap kahit gustung gusto ko na talagang dumilat.

We're too close that I was able to inhale her scent. She smells of milk and honey, must be her soap, dahil yun ang sumalubong na amoy sa'kin kanina ng pumasok ako sa banyo. Naaamoy ko din ang mabangong hininga nya, na nagbibigay sa akin ng kakaibang pakiramdam.

My day was indeed tiring but when I found her sitting on the couch like a Greek goddess awhile ago, bahagyang nabawasan ang pagod ko. She's wearing a fiery red négligé that even emphasize her creamy white skin, it was too revealing that it's hard not to noticed it and the body underneath.

Nanatili na lang ako sa pinto at hindi na nagtangkang lumapit sa kanya dahil baka hindi ko pa mapigilan ang sarili ko.

Kanina habang nakatapat sa shower ay sya pa din ang laman ng isip ko. And oh boy, I even started to get wet just the mere thought of her. Even the cold shower didn't help to subside my intense longing to my wife. Kinailangan ko pang magtagal sa banyo at pahupain muna ang pagnanasa ko sa babaeng nasa labas lang ng banyo at naghihintay sa paglabas ko.

And when I got out of the shower, sya kaagad ang bumungad sa'kin. Sa kama na sya nakaupo, as if waiting for me to take her. I felt my desire kick in again when I had a glimpse of her tempting cleavage.

Nag alibi na lang akong magbibihis muna para makaiwas sandali at muli ay makontrol ko ang sarili ko.

Last thing I want is to embarrassed myself in front of her by looking like a sex-craze maniac.

Paglabas ko ng closet ay iniwasan ko ng tumingin sa katawan nya, I tried to focus on her face and whatever she was about to say to stay sane.

Pero hindi ko inasahang ang gusto nyang ipakipag usap ay tungkol sa sleeping arrangement namin. It was quite a surprised that she change her mind about us sleeping on the same bed.

At hindi ko alam kung magpapasalamat ako o tatawagin kong isang parusa ang pagpayag nyang matulog kami sa iisang kama.

Surely, I will sleep comfortably but what about her presence? Kaya ko bang tagalang makatabi sya sa iisang kama at makasama sa pagtulog gabi gabi ng walang nangyayari sa'ming dalawa? I am as healthy as a bull. And I have needs that only her can give.

Bahala na. One step at a time.

Hindi ko alam kung anong isasagot ko sa kanya, she caught me unguarded, kaya dinaan ko na lang sa pang aasar ang lahat. I like her when she's pissed anyway. Sya lang ang babaeng nakita kong maganda pa din kahit nakasimangot. To think that I had a fair share of beautiful women before, most of them are even more beautiful than her. But Rhian is different, I must admit now that she has this unique beauty that captures not only my eyes but also my inner soul. She's rough yet delicate, strong yet fragile, she's a contrast of so many things and a bit of everything in between. With her, I felt more alive. Kahit na mas madalas pa ang bangayan namin kumpara sa matinong usapan, that petty fights only added spice to our life as a married couple.

At ngayon nga heto kami ngayon, magkaharap habang magkatabing nakahiga sa iisang kama. Pero kinailangan ko pang magpanggap na tulog para lang hindi maging awkward ang lahat.

Her touch alone sent shivers running down my spine. If I can only grab her hand that gently caressing my face, pinned her on the bed and kiss her senseless. But that would be selfishness on my part, lalo na kung ako lang ang mag eenjoy.

At ayoko syang madaliin, hindi ngayon na nararamdaman kong may pag asa pang magwork out ang marriage namin. I can sense that this is the start of something beautiful between us and I don't wanna ruin it with one act of impulsiveness.