Remorse // g.d.

xiv

As Home was playing on my speakers, I was reposting things on my FabulousAndBritish blog account. I still haven't received any messages or a follow back from Grayson, which is quite unusual.

I message Ethan.

Hey, did Grayson not see that I followed him?

Probably not, he's been hanging around with a couple of friends this summer.

I'll try to help him follow more accounts and recommend yours.

This plan better work. I'm counting on you.

I can't be ridiculed on Catfish, it's national television man.

Yeah same this is my chance at being famous.

I'm the real star here.

I know.

I feel lips on my cheek and I lock my phone. The familiar lips that I've kissed. Kaspar sits next to me and I wrap my arms behind his neck. I bring him closer to me and I feel the familiar lips on mine.

He pulls back and kisses my forehead. "I love you, I love you, I love you."

"I love you too," I reply.

Kaspar takes my hand in his. "I was wondering if you want to go on a date tonight with me."

I smile at him. "I accept."

He chuckles and gives me a peck on the lips. "I'm gonna go now. I gotta fix things up. See you on the other side."

I have to get ready for date night with Kaspar.

Oi I forgot he was in the picture for a sec

That's mean

But I did the same too

#girlfriendgoals

Can it will ya.

Alright, alright, I'm sorry.

Good boy

Arf

I go on Netflix to get a couple of minutes of watching any tv shows I'm behind on. Later, I decided to stop watching shows, and start to get ready for my date .

Man, I feel like I've been distancing myself from Kaspar. This isn't how it's supposed to be. I've been consuming on my vengeance on Grayson, that I left my boyfriend out of the picture.

Either way, he cannot find out my summer plan. This will cause chaos and I just want to protect Kaspar at all costs. He's so innocent and it'll hurt me to see him in pain. He makes me so happy and I want to do the same to him. Since day one, he's been there for me, and he still is. I truly love him, and I don't want to see him down because of me.

I finish putting on my make up by the time Kaspar gets to my bedroom door. I hear knocking and I open it to see the love of my life standing in front of me.

"Hey handsome," I greet.

He greets back, "hello my beautiful lady." He kisses my cheek after greeting me and holds my hand.

"Does Cameron know about our date?"

"Yeah, he helped me out with it."

Kaspar leads me to the car, where I see Cameron in the driver's seat of the car. He opens the door for me, and I thank him. I enter in the car and so does Kaspar. He closes the door and Cameron begins to back the car out of the driveway. Kaspar and I begin having a discussion as Cameron is concentrating on driving us to our date.

I was walking past this jewelry store when I saw this beautiful bracelet. So, I decided to stop and I saw how beautiful it was. I wished to have this beautiful bracelet so badly after that day. It was the day when I saw Grayson kissing my "friend." I was betrayed, because for once, I actually thought that someone liked me. But it was all a lie. I was nothing to him. The whole summer was just a waste of time. Was this to lead me on?

I hear running and panting. "Ella!" It was the voice that my whole self wanted to forget. "We need to talk."

I saw a bus that was about to leave in a couple of seconds. I look at the bracelet in admiration for the last time, before leaving Grayson stranded. I sigh and I board the bus. After cashing in my money, the door closes and the bus leaves.

"Ella!" Kaspar shrieks, which snaps me back to reality.

"What?" I ask dumb-foundedly.

"You were in a daze. I was trying to get your attention for a while. Are you okay?"

I give him a fake smile. "Yeah, I'm alright. No worries."

Cameron parks the car and I saw that we're in front of the restaurant. "I'll pick you guys up in about two hours," he says.

We got off the car and say bye to Cameron before he leaves the parking lot. Kaspar takes my hand in his and we walk inside.

"Dinner for two," Kaspar says to the hostess after she greets us.

She takes us to a table and we order our drinks and appetizers. Kaspar and I make small talk about anything since we talk about random things in general. After we finish our appetizers, we order our meal. I decided to choose baked ziti, while he is going to eat something involving lobsters.

"Did I ever tell you how much I love you?" He says as we are waiting for our meals to arrive.

"You did, so many times," I blush. "I love you more."

"No, I do."

"Oh really?"

"Yeah r-"

We were about to have a small playful argument before our meal arrived. We thanked the waiters and we begin to eat. While I was in the middle of eating, I saw a familiar face walking into the restaurant.

"You've got to be kidding me," I mutter.

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this update was long due. I have a busy schedule and I'm really sorry about that. Junior year is overwhelming and it's now the third week of school. I appreciate you guys sticking by me and for being patient.

i hope the kaspella shippers enjoyed this chapter :)

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