Remorse // g.d.

xxvii.

So Grayson decides to take me to Great Adventure. Don't get me wrong, it was cute and romantic. However, when you don't eat for a long period of time, you have the urge to pass out.

Grayson and I started off with the Justice League 4D ride, and it was pretty nice if I'm being honest. Shooting lasers are fun, especially if it's at Lex Luthor. Then, we decided to head to Skull Mountain that was nearby. It was an interesting ride, but I hate the dark. Just don't tell Grayson about that, I don't want him to call me a chicken.

After a couple of rides later, he takes me to El Toro. El Toro looks like torture but I won't let Grayson know about my fear of that ride. So I let him drag me to it, only because he chose it. I get on the wooden coaster, and I honestly felt like I was heading towards a death wish. I was screaming my guts off, and screaming how I was going to die. I get off the ride, and I felt like I was ready to pass out. Grayson then decides to take me to a spot where I could eat. I ate a nice meal as he was using the map to pick out the rides.

El Toro is a death wish ladies and gentlemen. Please don't go on it. You'll feel like you'll throw up and pass out. Unless you're Grayson, he literally thinks it's nothing. Grayson sweetie, what is up with you?

We decide to split off on the rides in one special area. He heads to the Green Lantern, while I head to the Superman ride. The Superman one wasn't that bad, but apparently, Grayson had no effect when he went on the Green Lantern. I would've probably puked my guts out. Overall, it's nice that Grayson took me to Great Adventure. I just hate how I think I'm going to die.

We head afterward to the Carnaval area, where you hear the latest Pop culture song playing through the speakers. I ended up buying us cotton candy because I felt bad that he was always paying. Like, let me do something.

Oh, Grayson definitely is probably trying to end me because he wants me to go on Kingda Ka. That is a death wish. I think that takes first place over El Toro. I literally freaked out and told him to go on that himself, much to his dismay.

"Why, are you scared?" He coos.

I roll my eyes at him. "Nope, I'm totally not." He gives me a look. "Okay, fine! I am! I feel like I'm thrown on the death train."

He chuckles and puts his arm around my shoulder. He leans in and kisses my cheek. I give him a playful glare. "Why didn't you say so?!"

"I didn't want to ruin this for you."

He tilts my chin up with his fingers. "You're not ruining everything for me. It's okay to be afraid." He kisses my forehead.

I blush and pull him into an embrace. "Just go on the ride. I'll be waiting for you."

Grayson pouts. "No fair, I should be saying that to you."

"Well, things change. Now run along," I usher him.

He goes on the line to the ride while I head to my locker to get my phone out. I unlock it to see messages from friends in London.

"You and Kaspar broke up?"

"What's going on?"

"When are you coming back I miss you so much!!!!"

I totally forgot about these girls after I thought they'd stop being friends with me since I broke up with Kaspar. I text back to what happened. Of course, I had to give them my side of the story.

"GOOD! KASPAR WAS ANNOYING ANYWAYS!!!!"

"AWW MY OTP DIED BUT IM HAPPY FOR YOU HONEY"

"yESSSS GIRL GET SOME"

and my all time favorite:

"when's the wedding?"

During the time when Grayson was on El Toro, I was communicating back and forth with my friends. It feels so good to be able to enjoy summer without vengeance getting in the way. It ruined my perspective on this summer. This year was supposed to be a great one, and it will. Even though I have two weeks remaining, I know that I will have a great time with him. I decided to play some games on my phone when a shadow peers over me.

I look up to see Grayson standing in front of me with his hand out. "Will Cinderella do the honors and accompany me to some dinner?" 

I place my hands on his and say, "I sure do!"

We both walk hand in hand to one of the places where you can eat inside. We settle down and eat some Italian food. He gets his camera out and takes a photo of me.

"So uploading this to Snapchat," he grins.

"I don't have you on Snapchat," I reply shyly.

"My bad, girl give me your phone," he says.

I reluctantly give him my phone. I see him tapping furiously on our phones and I wonder if he's trying to add me via our snap codes. He hands me back my phone when he's done.

"Now you do honey. Good luck to your mornings."

"How come," I ask.

"You're getting snaps from me every day. Doesn't matter what time it is, always expect a snap from me."

My phone goes off and I see a notification. 

from Your Man

I give a strange look at Grayson. "Your man, is that the best you could do?"

"Yours on my phone is My Cinderella"

I blush at his name for me, and I curiously tap the red button next to his name. It opens up to a photo of me saying, "dinner with my wifey."

"Your wifey?"

"I think it's already established that we're together, but not officially. Like I said earlier today, I'm more than ready to wait for you no matter what."

"Thank you, Grayson, it means a lot."

We continue eating our dinner and talking about what we've missed out on throughout the years. After we finished our dinner and dessert, we walk towards the Ferris wheel. He gives me a look and I nod. We wait on line and after 15 minutes, we go on the Ferris wheel. Kind of cliché, I know. But how could I not accept a Ferris wheel ride?

I take my phone out and I tell Grayson to take a photo with me. We took many photos together of us doing a funny face, and us kissing each other's  cheeks, and us smiling. It gets to the moment where we've reached the top and we can see the whole amusement park from where we are. I turn to look at Grayson and I see him looking at me. I take the initiative and lean in. I kiss him for a few seconds before pulling back.

"You're the best thing that's ever happened to me," I say.

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THIS ISNT THE LAST CHAPTER, I SWEAR. I SUCK AT PUBLISHING PARTS ON THIS STORY, I'M SORRY