Thoughts From A Balcony

Getting Nowhere

Uh, lemme get a one-way ticket, haven't picked a destination

I'm just tryna catch the train before it has to leave the station

Packin' no bags, nothin' but the clothes on my back

With a Cognac, let me sip it, tryna to relax

Red wine up in my glass plus Filet Mignon

I got an army right up under me, I'm Genghis Khan

Yeah, it's me against the world, I guess I'll take them on

I might stop and see my girl, but I ain't stayin' long

What if I'm gone, what the fuck you gon' think then?

I told my story, put my life inside this ink pen

Said I'll make it big when, everybody know me

Well, I made it big and, everybody phony

Haha, so could you pour me, I need a cup

No, none of that liquor, mixin' purple stuff

I could talk my pain, but would it hurt too much

Go head, judge me, hate cost money, but this love free

Dean's Pov

I stood over my balcony looking at the trash of and enviroment i was in the street was filled with ugly cars and trash around the suburb..but this was my hood.

Sometimes i wish i could get out but if you ever live here your not getting anywhere good . I took one more puff off my cigerette then put it out when i saw my history teacher come out on his balcony. 

What the hells he doing living here in this neighborhood, He waved over at me and i was gonna give him the finger but  just nodded and kept looking down into the streets.

"HEY! OFF MY CAR!!" I yelled at a bunch of kids and they ran away I seriously hate children. 

The sun was going down and i looked over at my teacher who was watering his plants. "Go back in the house fucktard" I mumbled to mysely lighting another one and turning the other way so he wont see me.

"Be early for school tomorrow " He said and walked back into his house. "No promises" I said lighting it again by all the wind blowing it out.

I looked down at my iphone that i obviously stole i looked and saw that it was the bitch called my girlfriend

"What Paige" I said taking another puff "I miss you " She said and i hung up on her.

She doesn't miss me if she did the bitch would have talked to me for the last month.

I put my poke out and leaned over a little more, the night was gettin darker and i heard police sirens getting closer.

"Hope they aren't looking for me this time" I looked over and saw a blonde running and jumping on cars she fled into a dark alley and i couldnt do nothing but laugh.

"That bitch is gonna get caught"

I slipped on my hoodie and headed downstairs walking to a neerby corner store.

I slipped my headphones and just thought screw everybody

They just dreams, turn 'em to reality

Double-cup of lean, standin' on my balcony

Looking at the sky, thinkin' it could all be mine

All we got is memories, so what the fuck is time?

They just dreams, turn 'em to reality

Double-cup of lean, standin' on my balcony

Looking at the street, thinkin' it could all be mine

All we got is memories, so what the fuck is time?

What the, what the fuck is time?

Ask 'em, what the fuck is time? (I don't know)

What the fuck is time?

Ask 'em, what the fuck is time?

I walked inside grabbed me a soda or two and waited at the register.

The store was now empty and i rung up my stuff. 

I felt a presence coming behind me but before i could turn around i felt a knife ion my back.

"Move and i'll kill you" All i could do is laugh