Thoughts From A Balcony

The P Word

From this point on I promise you this book will be drama filled enjoy mwah!!

Kaitlyns POV 

I couldn't get any sleep I looked at the clock..it was 5:00 in the am . I grabbed my hoodie tied my hair in a bun and walk out onto the balcony..i needed to think 

And face the facts

It's really true.

Deans POV 

I woke up and didn't see kait beside me I rubbed my eyes and got up leaving my shirt off. 

I looked outside and saw her sitting down on the balcony. 

I grabbed a poke and joined her. 

I leaned over the rail looking down in the streets..kinda reminds me of my old neighborhood. 

"!hy you out here alone" I spoke and she stared into space hugging her knees

"..............I'm pregnant"

I gave her a look then started looking around for Ashton Kutcher..was she pranking me or nahh

"did you hear me YOUR GONNA BE A FATHER DEAN!" my hands numbed and my cigarette fell out of my hands.. 

I notices she was crying. 

"...you said you hated children .....I guess now your stuck with one" she stood up and walked into the house.

I didn't know what to say.....WE RAN A FUCKING WAY I DON'T HAVE A JOB I CAN'T TAKE CARE OF A KID!

I walked back in following her. "I'm sorry alright....I ruined everything again..I guess this is where are journey stops..." she leaned against the wall while I thought of something to say. 

"Kaitlyn.. How do you know" she shrugged her shoulders. 

"Everynight I throw up when your sleep the mood swings everything it's all obvious....and the bad part about it is it's been happening for weeks now..who know how far along I am" he started crying again 

What am I to do..I now it's a man's job to comfort his girl...but to be honest right now ..I needed to be comforted. 

"Were not going back.... I mean...we may be some unstable crazy people...but .... I mean anyone can take care of a baby right" was all I could get out I felt like I was gonna throw up. 

"Dean your sweating"she mumbled 

"...No my pores are just crying" I slid down the wall and she approached me nervously. 

"..Are you nervous?" she sat next to me

"..No why you ask?"

"Calm down it's not like I'm going into labor now" just her saying that word makes me sick.

"Yea but..girls don't know how to act when their pregnant..they get all clingy and needy... Please don't do that" I started panting 

"Dean calm down all I told you was I was pregnant" I gagged and pushed Kaitlyn out of the way running towards the bathroom. 

"...Are you pregnant?"