Thoughts From A Balcony

I Lost A Drunk Boy

All my life

I've been fighting a war

I can't talk to you or your friends

It's not only you

My heart jumps around when I'm alluded to

This will not do

Kaitlyn's POV

Right now i was completely alone.

When we got at our stop which i don't know where we are Dean left me he didn't even tell me where he was going.

I'm scared i don't know where i am and i can't believe I'm saying this but i really miss him. I walked past a couple of people and they gave me weird stares. "Like what ya see?" I asked a hobo that was giving me the stink eye.

I ended up at a abandoned park and started to cry.

He was really gone. I grabbed my phone out of my bag and tried my hardest to remember his phone number.

"Come on please pick up" I heard a deep tone and thought it was him "Dean where are you I'm scared" I sobbed and couldn't stop shaking my leg. "This isn't Dean this is Marty" I slammed my phone down in anger

"Fuck!" I should have never said any of that he was just trying to help me "Come on Dean please please pick up" I tried once again and surprisingly he picked up on the first ring. "Hiiiiii" He slurred

"Dean?" There was a long silence over the line. "That's my name...please wear it out" He burped and i rolled my eyes

"Where are you why would you leave me I'm scared?" I calmed down a little " I..don't know wait who is this" He asked getting me agitated "It's kaitlyn asshole!"

"Oh hey kaitlyn oh man are you OK...wait hold up i gotta talk to you later there's this pretty hot blonde chick sitting at the park" I turned around and saw him with a bottle of vodka in his hand

"Where the hell did you-" I was interrupted by him lazily hugging me "I Miss youuuu" He slurred and i could smell the alcohol "Get off and where'd you get this?" I took the bottle from his hand and he reached for it. "I think i took it...hey is it stealing if you take it and the store man yells at you like HEY GET BACK HERE!" He laughed and i shook my head trying to hold him up

"Want some?" He put it in my face making me gag

"No way i don't drink and your fucked up right now" He cuddled against my shoulder "I know and i love it....i don't care i love it" He sung making me laugh a little until i looked down and saw him fast asleep

"....The hell"

Cause I was raised up

To be admired to be noticed

But when you're withdrawn it's the closest thing

To assault when all eyes are on you

This will not do

I looked up and saw pretty nice hotel . I smirked putting my theive skills to the test

That is...with Drunk Dean's Help.

I walked in with Dean stumbling behind me. "

You remember what were supposed to do right Dean" I asked sweetly.

"Of..Of course i know I'm gonna give that man some of my juice and were gonna get fucked up together right?" He tilted a little and i had to hold his arm

"NO! dean listen-"

"Hey you " I didn't really have to explain because he was already on the loose flirting with the receptionist.

"Hi..how old are you" He asked the skank that looked like she had to be at least 16 "Hi I'm old enough" She flirted back and i squinted at Dean

"So..so what you doing here...looking all pretty" I made sure he kept talking to her while i took a key to a random room.

"Well im" Dean stopped her.How rude -_-. "Wait! are you a lolly pop" She looked at him confused.

"Because i'd love to l-" I grabbed him by the collar and we walked away quickly without getting noticed.

"Your so pretty" He said playing in my hair while i tried unlocking the door. " Dean quit it" I moaned then again a guy has never told me that.

Maybe he was just to drunk to notice.

We finally got in and i threw him on the bed. "Wee!" He laughed and i kicked my shoes off going to the bathroom but he pulled me back down on the bed.

"Please don't leave me" He whined gripping my stomach. "Well you left me" I heard him snore and i sighed getting back up

"I wont do it again i promise" I heard him moan and i looked in the mirror knowing traveling with him was worth it

 I was frightened of every little thing that I thought was out to get me down

To trip me up and laugh at me

But I learnt not to want

The quiet of the room with no one around to find me out

I want the applause the approval the things that make me go

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