Their Shrink {1D Fan Fiction}

Ch. 11

I looked down at the guitar I was holding and I realized that it was definitely bigger than Tess's. I was used to hers but I knew the chords well so I started to strum and sing the lyrics.   

I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so 

You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate

This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption 

because I know to live you must give your life away

And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and 

I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key

And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me

And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because

I gotta get outta here 

I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake

I gotta get outta here 

And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I’m giving up on doing this alone now

Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how

He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there

And this life sentence that I’m serving

I admit that I’m every bit deserving 

But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and 

I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key

And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me

And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because

I gotta get outta here 

Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake

I gotta get outta here 

And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I am a hostage to my own humanity

Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made

And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me

But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave 

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and 

I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key

And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me

And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because

I’ve gotta get outta here 

I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake

I’ve gotta get outta here