Forbidden Love

Believe me now

Later on they've eaten their dinner, drank and now Cara is on her way back to the room by herself.

Raf and jasmine are still finishing of their drinks, jasmine has almost a full glass left

"I know about you and Cara... you shagged her earlier" Jasmine says to Raf.

Raf shakes his head and says "I think your wrong there"

"Was Cara bouncing on the bed then?" Jasmine asks

"She was tossing and turning because she was died but couldn't sleep" Raf laughs

"Hmm whatever you say" she says.

Raf rolls his eyes at her and says "I think it about time we go to bed"

"Oh you're going to sleep with me now? Jasmine says a little shocked.

"No!" Raf laughs "I mean it's time we went up to our separate rooms and sleep seen as we are at the conference I'm the morning" he adds

"Right night" Jasmine says.

"Night" Raf says and heads to his room.

He goes into the room to see Cara sat on the balcony looking out on the dark night.

He walks over to her "Hi Caz, what you up too?" He asks.

"Erm, nothing" she smiles

He sits beside her and smiles at her, "can I have some?" He asks as he looks at the bottle of wine.
She nods and pours him some before handing him it "Cara?" He says as she doesn't seem right.

"Yes?" She asks and turns to look at him.

"What's up you don't seem right?" He says.

"This is so wrong... I mean you're a married man, I don't think we should do anything. Lets be friends and I'll sleep on the sofa make it less awkward" Cara replies.

"No Caz you sleep in the bed" he says.

"Raf I have very strong feelings towards you but I can't be with you" Cara says.

"Cara I..." Raf starts before he is cut of by Cara

"you what Raf, you have feelings for me and you don't love your wife, I don't think that's what your going to say" she says

"Please I love you, you're everything I have dreamt of and more" he says.

"Your married Raf" she says as a tear falls down her face.

He sits right beside her, "Cara I would do anything for you, I would walk heaven and earth just for you, just for you to be happy" he smiles and places his arm around her.

"Your married" she says again.

"Stop telling me that!" He says.

"No Raf because you are married" she says as more tears fall down her face.

"Shut up, for goodness sake" he huffs. "If I really loved my wife would he do this" Raf says and pulls her onto his lap.

Cara looks at him, They both look at each other in complete silence and then Raf leans forwards and kisses her.

She kisses him back, He moves his hand down from her face and then slips it up her top.

"Raf" she mumbles.

"Yeah" he mutters as he pulls away from her lips.

"We shouldn't" she mumbles.

"I don't want to even think about that bitch of a wife, please Cara just let me forget" he says.

She gets up and goes over to the bed, Raf watches her from over his shoulder.

She sits on the bed, Raf thinks she's going to bed so carries on watching the darkness.

She sits with tears rolling down her cheeks.

Cara really doesn't know what to do about everything, she loves Raf but she doesn't want to hurt Amy or his daughter.

She looks over at him, "Sorry" she mutters.

Raf looks over at her. Cara gives a half smile, He puts a hand out.

Cara just stares at him, she is still crying and doesn't know what to do.

Raf decides to go to her, She edges over onto the side she slept on earlier.
"Caz" he says quietly

She gets up and goes into the bathroom and locks the door and uses the toilet. Raf sits on the bed and sighs

She comes back out and changed into her pyjamas, he smiles at her.

"You have lovely legs" he says randomly.She looks over at him "Should stop covering them up they're lovely" Raf smiles.

She sits on the bed, Raf watches her as she then brushes her hair and ties it up.
"Cara, when I said I love you, I mean it" Raf says

"That ring tells me other wise" she replies.

He takes the ring off and shoves it in his bag "there" he says.

She gasps and looks at him, "you shouldn't of done that" she says.

"I don't love her, please believe me" Raf says, She just looks at him blankly, "I love you not her" Raf says.

"Raf you have been married to her for eight years... you've known me three months" she says.

"I don't care Cara I don't love her" he says and holds her hand.

He strokes his thumb across her hand, Cara then snatches her hand away.

"Cara please" Raf sighs.

Cara doesn't know what to say to him. "I love you cara, your the one I love" he tells her

"You're only saying that because I admitted to liking you" She says.

"No I am not Cara" he says.

"Stop! Just stop!" Cara says.

"No I love you Cara" he tells her.

"Stop telling me this, just because I like you... it's a school girl crush... it's stupid, it's..." she snaps but it cut off by Raf kissing her and pulling her pyjama top off.

She then kisses him back, Cara pushes him back onto the bed and kisses him passionately.

She pulls his top off him, He holds her close and feels her body. She looks at him with a smile before kissing him again.

"Take me" she says.

She removes the rest of her clothes and quickly shuts the door and turns the lights off