oh ms believer [joshler text]

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when they got to Tyler and Ryan's house Brendon said they will go home and take a break from stuff. Tyler hugged Josh before leaving telling him he is sorry.

an hour has passed and Tyler was looking at his ceiling in his room. Ryan had entered and laid next to him.

"Brendon told me his sister had died from cancer. they said she was almost cleaned but then she got really sick and she fell asleep not waking up" Ryan says and Tyler felt a tear fall down his cheek. he didn't need to know her to cry. "Tyler you are in Josh life now. if you- if you go he will be so sad."

"who said i will go?" Tyler said now facing Ryan. he was confused on what his friend met.

"Tyler, i see the anti depressants and even when you get to close to someone you push them away. i know, i've been through that with you but some how i stayed with you because you love me to much" Ryan says and Tyler turns back to the ceilings.

"im fine Ryan and i just dont wanna get hurt" Tyler explains and Ryan rolls his eyes.

"neither does Josh" he says and gets up leaving the room. Tyler closed his eyes letting a tear sleep. he doesn't like talking about what he is going through. he tries to be happy and make sure that no one knows what he is going through.

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tyjo: joshy ?

tyjo: i wanted to see if you are okay /:

jishwa: yeah i am... still sad but ill be okay

tyjo: thats good i hope you are happy really soon

jishwa: tyler ?

tyjo: das me

jishwa: do you wanna hang out tomorrow again ? my family wants me to be with them well Abby does but i don't wanna be at that house

tyjo: josh you can't keep pushing them away

tyjo: how about we go for an hour and then come back and hang out

tyjo: you know they need you more than ever now

jishwa: okay/:

jishwa: i know i wish they would move in with me but they said they wanna stay in that house

tyjo: why do you want them to move with you ?

jishwa: i know how my parents are so they probably have a bad life there

jishwa: i know jordan is turning eighteen soon so he said he might come with me which i am happy about

tyjo: aw thats good i hope he does

jishwa: me too but abby is the youngest and she is barley turning fifteen

tyjo: she will make her choice and you cant force her into anything

jishwa: i know

tyjo: its barley nine but im gonna sleep /: i think you should too

jishwa: yeah i am bye Ty

tyjo: bye joshy

read: 9:22pm