Falling Inlove With a Heartless Soldier / Completed

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Damn! What does she think she's doing? She's seducing me!

Nakailang tungga na ako nang alak ay hindi pa rin mawala nang panginginig nang kalamanan ko. Gusto kong maligo pero ayoko munang bumalik sa taas at tingnan lang siyang hubo't hubad sa harap ko. She's a teased. And i don't want to have a sex with her like I am a rapist!

Ayokong makiniig sa kaniya na parang nauulol na naman ako. I don't want to looked like a rapist into her.

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''Why the sudden you really go home, Captain?''

I closed my fist and stop myself of what i can do to this old man. Isang paraan nalang ang nasa isip ko para maka uwi. Isang linggo na mula no'ng marinig ko ang boses ni Ellaiza, the long distance call. Pero hindi parin ako matahimik. It really bothered me.

''We already talked about this. Leave.''

I didn't move. I just stood there and convince myself to stay calm. Pero hindi, isang bagong salta lang siya sa headquarters namin, then he's acting like the hero here.

''Leave!'' He shouted.

Pumanting tenga ko. That is my call to give him a punch, hard. Putang inang tanda, ginantihan ako at sapol pa sa aking mata.

''Fuck you, Commander!'' I shouted on his face.

Ilang ulit ko siyang sinutok sa mukha.

So, they let me go home as my suspension.

I don't care. It doesn't matter.

Ang gusto ko lang ay umuwi.

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Nakatingin lang ako sa pagkaing pina deliver ni Ellaiza sa ibabaw nang dinning table.

Naubos ko ang isang bote nang alak pero hindi pa rin ako tinatablan. I opened the other brand of hard whisky. I really get drunk, kadarating ko lang. Dapat ay galit ako ngayon and damn her, how she eased fade it.