Bleach, A Warm Star. (1st book)

Chapter 23: Love

"Then, I don't get it, how can that be possible?"

"When I first met your mother, she had Toshirou at her side all the time, I knew that she

Had a child before I even met her, I fell in love with your mother shortly after I met her

But Toshirou, he wished that I did not love your mother, spiteful little kid"

I scoffed, even though he is My father, I will not let him insult my captain

"I would appreciate if you didn't insult my captain father!"

He laughed and I just sat there

"Cool your jets Kate, anyways, I don't know anything about Toshirou's father, so

Don't ask me about him either"

He's right, I shouldn't ask, neither should I ask Nii-sama (brother)

I haven't really thought about My mother, I mean I've never met her before, nether less

Where she is, all I remember is Yourichi being as close as a mother I can have,

I don't even know my mothers real name, but after Nii-sama showed me his memory

I still don't remember any of it, but it could imagine the tears on my face.

Loosing the only thing I had to a brother, to a low life thief

"I just-"

I looked down and my dad saw me

"I know your concerned for Toshirou, but remember, he's still just-"

I had tears on my cheeks and I stood up

"Toshirou is my older brother! He's not still just a kid, he's a captain!"

He scoffed and stood up and looking at me

"I'm your father and you-"

"Well he atleast-!"

I heard someone stop our argument, Yourichi grabbed me and had me over her shoulder

"Stop both of you, I cant leave without you guys bickering?"

I heard my dad laugh and Yourichi put me down

"Be more respectful of your father, these are the last 3 months you're going to have with

Him and you want to fight, just shut up and watch a movie or train together"

"Not that easy when he's always busy"

My dad sighed

"Geez then, should have told me earlier, I want to help ya"

I literally smacked my head against a wall, I've been asking him for days now.

"I'll help also, how about that Kate?"

I nodded and we all went to the underground training grounds, it was bright under here

So you cant really tell the difference in time down here

"Kate, get into spirit form, and this time we will try soul candy, so you get used to it"

I took a candy and swallowed it, I was pushed out of my body and it layed there until

I saw it stand up and open its eyes, then it started to dance around, what the hell?

"It feels good to have a body, oh goodie!"

Apparently my body has the dumb ass soul in it because she's dancing around being

A total doofus, I gave Yourichi a look and she chuckled a bit

"Nice right?"

I rolled my eyes and sighed

"No soul candy, body transformation is better"

She nodded and I went back into my body and she converted it, better more comfy

"Ok, show me your Zampaktou Kate"

I nodded and I unsheathed my sword, transforming to shikai

"Come at me with all of your force"

Yourichi took her stance, she didn't have a Zampaktou, she was a master at martial arts

I focused my reitsu into my blade and took a deep breath,

"Burn the Dance, Howul!"

I swung my blade that burned with red and pink fire, I had more of a long range weapon

So stars came out and she quickly flash stepped and kicked by stars away, damn

I saw her reitsu that surrounded her, it was visible and I noticed she focused more in her arms

And legs, that's what made her kicks and punches powerful,

I was off in a daze when I noticed she was behind me chuckling

"Don't put your gaurd down, you might get killed"

I gasped before she tripped me smiling

"I-I'm sorry Yourichi I-"

She offered her hand and she let me up

"It's training, but I have noticed you're getting stronger by the days, just remember

To find true power is hard to find"

I looked at Yourichi weirdly

"Why is it hard to find?"

She hugged me and I could feel her heart beat, she was happy,

"Because most people find their way when trying to find that reason, then when they

Find a reason, it sometimes isn't the right one, then they get lost"

I hugged her back and we stayed like that

"Yourichi, do you think I'll find my way?"

"As long as you have your loved ones by you all the time, just remember I'll always be there

For you also"

I smiled, this is like a mother telling her child to never be lost, because she will

Never let go of their hand, not even if death were to come

"Yourichi, when I go back to the soul society, are there any close friends of yours that

Could help me?"

She looked at me then up

"Well, the squad 2 captain, she was my Leutenant when I was captain, she respects me"

I cant remember who she was

"Ah that's right, Soi Fon, she's the captain. Just remember when you talk to her you

Mention my name, then she will get interested in anything you have to say"

So captain Soi Fon, I'll have to check her out next time

"Kate, please, don't be reckless, or else ill ground you"

I smiled and she laughed

"Well, I'm on my way, take care raspberry"

Yourichi flash stepped away, I sighed and went back into my normal body form,

I don't know if anyone will understand, the pain that I deal with

Or the fight I have within me, but I'll find a way, to over come it