BMC & DEH oneshot story - Dear Michael Murphy

⌨️Boyf riends - I wanted you...

A/N angst because I'm gonna lose my student elections ((:))

I contemplate what to do next... The HOT Jeremy is Heere and sleeping right on my bed, and I'm in my sleeping bag watching him breathe.
I rise from my bag and put my glasses on him and take a photo. Haha, he's so adorable. I have the urge to kiss him but I push this to the back of my mind... He's bi, but not for me, not his best friend of twelve plus years...

I retrieve my glasses, careful not to wake lil Jereberry and I jump on my bed, knowing how light of a sleeper he is. I cuddle him, but he seems fine with it and I fall asleep like that...

"What just happened" Jeremy says, jolting awake
"How did I get on the bed?" I respond, knowing damn well I got on the bed by myself at 3 am
"This is weird dude... What did I do? Was I high? Were you high?"
"No..." I say, his anger is so cute
"Do you cars to explain?"
"Wellikindahaveacrus-"
"WAIT WHAT MICHAEL?"
"umm nothing" I say, and I feel myself blushing so hard, "nothing at all!"
"You have a crush on me?"
"Yesbutivekindahaditforawhileanditscomplicatedand-"
"You don't have to explain... We can be friends, I just don't like you in that way"
My eyes are filled with a salty liquid, tears threaten to ensue. I have been rejected by my longtime crush... He loves Christine, not me. At least in the way I hoped. He walks over to hug me, but I just cry, and cry, and cry.
"Jeremy... I loved you and I've been broken by you, and I didn't think you'd feel like I felt for you but fiction made it real and life could be a dream and has hope but I've been crushed..." I say, between broken sobs
"Michael I love you, I'm just not ready after the whole squip situation yet... I did like you at one point... Squip just altered me..." Jeremy says trying to comfort me
"So maybe?"
"Maybe."