- chapter 32 -

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Danielle's POV

It was Daniel. 

He walked in and I ran to him hugging him.

"What will it take for me to be happy."  I whisper.

"I don't know but I hope I can make you happy" he says holding my head to his chest.

"Why did he do this to me?  He could have just said he didn't love me anymore.  Simple."  I whisper back sobbing.

He holds me tighter.

He is all I wanted right now.

I just wanted to be held by him.

"On the good side im signed and can now release official music." I say and look up at him.

"Oh my god I'm so happy for you." He said and hugged me tighter.

"Thank you Dani." I say and back up.

Macy runs in and hugs me.

"IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!  I KNEW YOU WOULD DO IT!" She says and rocks back and forth.

She was always supportive.

"Thank you Macy.  It means a lot." I say

Mac comes in and hugs me and Macy goes to Daniel.

"Congrats I can't wait for music from you!" She says.

"Thank you mac.  You are so nice I'm glad I can be your friend." I say.

"Bestfriend." She said and hugs me tighter.

God that hit home.  She knows how to help someone.

She gets off me and goes to Jonah who was now in my room.

Macy is talking to Daniel.

Jack walks in fidgeting with his hair.

I walked over to him and hug him.

"It's ok jack.  I love you." I say to him.

He hugs back.

"I love you too." He says.

He gets off me and walks back downstairs.

Everyone leaves my room and then I shut my door.

I slide down on my door and cry.

I still don't feel ok.

I put up a good act.

I go back to my desk and write more of my song.

"That's really good Danielle."

I jump and look behind me.

It was Macy.  She was hiding in my bathroom.

"Sorry I wasn't going to leave you to break down." She says and kisses my temple.

"Thanks Macy." I say and finishes writing.

"I'll ask Daniel for the piano part." I say and shut my book.

I get up and lay on my bed.  It was 2:37 right now and the day is to far from ending.

Macy left the room.  She knew I wanted to be alone no matter how much she wanted to stay.

Someone opens the door and I turn my head.

Zach.

"Leave.  I'm done thinking about you.  I need to clean my mind.  Go hangout with them so you guys get better.  I'm not ok.  I won't be ok.  But I will piece myself back together.  Go hangout with Lucy if you don't wanna hangout with the others.  She probably misses you." I say my voice cracks ever so often holding back tears.

"I-." I cut him off.

"I DONT WANNA THINK ABOUT YOU RIGHT NOW!  GO TALK TO LUCY!" I yell at him.

"Leave her alone dude." I hear Corbyn say he drags him out and shuts the door.

I sob more.

I get up and start to draw vents.

It looked like this.

Yes I did draw this

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Yes I did draw this.  Yes I know it's bad I rushed it for this.

I stopped drawing and put it under my bed.

I blot out of my room down the stairs to the liquor cabinet.

Everyone was outside so I could grab some vodka.

I ran back upstairs and shut my door quietly.

I had no idea if Zach and Lucy were together. 

I just assumed they were and drank. 

I didn't want to think about him.

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Asparagus

That's all I have to say.

Ilu all so much. ❤❤❤❤❤❤

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