Vincent x Reader (Cute New Night Guard)

A/N: Shitstorm of BS

So I know I was supposed to update on the beach. I know. However, many things happened after I first got there, I ended up falling asleep along the way which was expected since I only got an hour of sleep beforehand. I'm back home in Virginia now so I might have time, it depends on whatever is going on due to tomorrow being my last day of summer break (KILL me uuuggghhh). So here I go, you guys deserve to know the reason why I didn't update for that entire week, please don't get angry at me or anyone else as I explain this. I got to the beach at 10:30 that Saturday morning, after that I had to help unpack and all that shit in the pouring rain, nearly lost my glasses when I missed a step on the way up but I was fine. It was me, my mother, my father, my brother, my grandmother, and my grandfather in a cottage, I had intended to write after I was done packing but nope we ended up in a Chick-Fil-A soon afterwards. I kid you not that place was packed af and I had to wait an hour to get my food, if was even more hell attempting to get out of the fucking place. (I'm getting off track sorry😂). So we got back and our cottage had a balcony to sit on, and I'm a whore for anything aesthetic and pretty so hell yes I was going out there (the rain had ended at this point, it was sunny and beautiful). Now here is the part where you guys are probably going to hate me but I got distracted, and I hate myself for doing such a thing. I noticed that a cottage across the channel in front of us (about a twelve foot width of water where you can fish) was occupied by people. I'm not going to lie when I say I ended up putting my phone down due to the two sons that were walking around, I got distracted by guys which I usually don't allow myself to do. Days went by and soon enough I completely forgot about updating, the day I finally remembered was that Wednesday and I felt awful. But of course the younger of the two guys happened to catch me and my brother outside riding our bikes (yes I'm 16 and still ride a bike I love biking). He joined up on his skateboard and I actually got to talk to him, I felt proud of myself especially since I have anxiety and normal avoid any conversation with new people. I got home late because of it and once again never got to write, Thursday rolled around and I swore to myself I would update. Once again, something happened to throw me off. My cousin Lilly who is my age, tan, pretty, busty, basically the epitome of popular and model beautiful was also at the beach with us. Now I am not close to her due to our immense different views and tastes (also known as her liking to go to parties, get intoxicated even though she is well below the age of doing such, and screwing around with guys while I choose to keep to myself and avoid anything of that type until I'm older) {btw if you like doing that stuff I'm not judging, it's just hard for me to get along with an extrovert}. She comes to the beach that day like usual, but guess who else showed up???? The two guys. I just wanted to ignore everything and write underneath the safety of the umbrella but my mom was pushing me to go out and attempt to talk. So I did. Big fucking mistake. We got out there and I found out quite a few things that I wish I hadn't, some things are left unsaid and uncovered. Lilly had apparently an interest in the two guys as well (of course because I'm not going to lie they were gorgeous) and that caused a lot of shit. Now I know when to quit trying, especially when someone much prettier comes along like her, it's natural for me at this point. So I did what I knew was best and backed away, I know the drill, when you have pretty friends and family it becomes second nature. I'm not the pretty one of my family nor friend group and I accept that. The younger one wanted Lilly (which I accepted cause I wasn't even looking for a relationship as it was since what happened last time to me) and the older had a girlfriend. Both of them were quite literally whores, not even joking, one literally got into a van with three chicks later that day and walked out buttoning up his shirt. But what fucked me up were the things said by my own bloodline. Lilly quite literally crushed my small amount of self confidence with a few words that hit me entirely to hard. "It's not like she's going to get them anyway, she's not even pretty, look at her". I overheard this conversation while she was talking to her dad, after that I immediately shut down and covered up my body with a towel and left. I felt like shit the rest of the week and still do as I'm writing this. I swear I meant to update but I just hated myself so much to where I couldn't write anything without degrading myself. So if any of you happen to be going through stuff please do not hesitate to message me, I know how it feels to have insecurities. I love you all and hope you you're not angry at me❤️❤️❤️❤️

~Elizabeth