Ripped Open (Luke Hemmings)

Never

Luke's P.O.V

"I know who owns the baby." said Carmen. My heart skipped a beat, and i felt sick to my stomach once again. This is the moment. The moment i find out who owns the baby. Peter and Matt stared at me. I got up and walked outside. I needed to be alone for this. I didn't even tell anyone yet about this baby. Only Angela. 

"Who?" i asked. Carmen's breathing was shaky. I could hear it on the other line. "It's your baby." said Carmen and my mouth dropped. My baby?! I'm having a baby! "Oh my god." i whispered. I was shocked. I felt like puke was gonna pour out of my mouth any minute. I'm gonna be a father at eighteen. Well i'll be nineteen when the baby is born, but still! I'm not ready yet. "Your n-not happy are you?" asked Carmen. I couldn't say i'm not completely happy. I mean i really like Carmen, but i cant bail on my own child. It's pathetic. "I'm shocked." i said. "Can i s-see you? We should talk in p-person." cried Carmen. I scratched the back of my neck and i could see Peter and my boss Matt talking. I remember what Matt told me. You could be giving up something amazing. It ringed through my head. "Meet me at my flat." i said. 

*****

I opened my flat door and paced back and forth. What do i do? Hug her? Kiss her? Say i missed her? How do i react? I didn't have any time to think this over. Then my door opened and Carmen walked in. Shes still crying from earlier. "I had to do it right away. F-for your sake." said Carmen. "Thank you for that." i said. "Anything for you, Luke." said Carmen. "No. Don't give me that shit. I'm still mad at you for what you did! This is not okay!" i yelled and Carmen crossed her arms over her chest. "I'm sorry. How m-many times do i have to say it! I'm sorry!" yelled Carmen. "Sorry doesn't mean anything right now." i said. "Will y-you even help me with this baby? O-or your gonna leave m-me?" yelled Carmen as tears rushed down her cheeks. I ran a hand threw my hair, as i sighed. "I won't leave this kid. I wont be able to live with myself if i do." i said. 

"So we're gonna look after the baby together, but also have y-you hating m-me." cried Carmen. "I don't hate you. I hate the fact you'd do something like this." i said. "I will never do it e-ever again. P-please trust me." cried Carmen. "Trust you? I don't think i can." i said as i felt like i was gonna start crying. "Babe p-please. I l-love you." cried Carmen. A tear slipped down my cheek. "This baby of ours is a crazy idea. Are you even sure it's mine?" i asked. "That's it. If your second guessing things t-then i'll leave." cried Carmen. "Wait. Don't go." i said and grabbed her arm. "Then what do you want me to do? S-stay here and watch y-you scream in m-my face?" cried Carmen. "No. I mean yes.. Ugh. I don't fucking know." i said. I was so frustrated at this point. "Do you l-love me?" asked Carmen. I looked away, then back at her. 

"Love? Maybe. I don't know anymore." i said and Carmen sighed. "Well then why'd we even date in the first place?" asked Carmen. "Because it was so right." i said. "Because it was so right? That's so the answer i was looking for." said Carmen sarcastically. "It's the truth. Something you should work on." i said before i could stop myself. Carmen's expression fell and more tears started falling. "I should l-leave." said Carmen. I mentally slapped myself in the face. Way to go dickhead. "Don't leave. We still need to figure this out." i said and grabbed onto her arm pulling her back in here. 

"Figure what out? I already know what you want. And that's for me to leave you alone, and never come back." said Carmen. "No it's not. I'm just not ready to be a father. I don't know how the hole parent thing works." i said. "Then i'll teach you everything." said Carmen. I bit my lip. "Fuck it." i said before smashing my lips on hers. 

Carmen's P.O.V

One minute we're fighting. The next we're kissing. I guess things do work out. I new he wouldn't let me go the second time. He's to nice. Man i love controlling people. This is amazing. Getting what i want. Having Luke under my spell. It's great... So great. But he has no clue... No clue to what I'm doing... And he'll never figure out the truth. Never...