the moon tonight
feels almost as bright as
the sun.
nights like this i love
when i'm not laying in
my bed at two am.
the darkness
consumes the physical
not the emotional
to this day.
but laying beneath
the moon beams
it helps me not
to believe but to see
whats the outcome
of all of this hardwork
and not the cause.
because i'm
sick and tired of seeing
the cause
beacause most days
it feels like
it's the only thing
starring back at me
anymore.
10:57 pm
first day of 10th grade, i've seem to have missed placed my summer holidays cause i cant seem to find it anywheres now.
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altercation of self-actualization《poetry
Poetryal•ter•ca•tion noun 1. a noisy argument or disagreement espically in public self-ac•tu•al•i•za•tion noun 1. the realization or fulfilment of ones talents and potentialities, espically conisdered as a drive or need present in everyone