why do i keep
coming back here again?
please stop bringing me here again.
i don't want to be hidden
behind broken buildings
snow drifts keep growing.
by giving me the first
rip isn't going to make me
want to love you.
i want to love myself
more then for someone
to love me.
because i have the right
to love me first.
i have that held over you.
stop bringing me here,
i dont like this lane.
sharp ice sharp stares
stop waving to the men
with grey hair in white trucks
they already passed by three
times.
please stop bringing me here.
i really just don't like it here.
9:00pm
YOU ARE READING
altercation of self-actualization《poetry
Poetryal•ter•ca•tion noun 1. a noisy argument or disagreement espically in public self-ac•tu•al•i•za•tion noun 1. the realization or fulfilment of ones talents and potentialities, espically conisdered as a drive or need present in everyone
