play the music
a lil louder,
louder then the sound
of water hitting the cermaic
walls.
louder then the vibrates
of ignored messages
from my friends 'cause
i sincerley
don't know how to reply
without sounding
depressed or stuck up.
play the music louder
then my thoughts
that ring off the shower walls
pinging off one to another.
i can shut the water off
and my phone.
but my mind oh no
hopefully this makes sense
as to why i like being
out of control.
because i can't hurt anybody
when i'm not sober at night
and sometimes anybody
counts as me.
10:48pm
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altercation of self-actualization《poetry
Poetryal•ter•ca•tion noun 1. a noisy argument or disagreement espically in public self-ac•tu•al•i•za•tion noun 1. the realization or fulfilment of ones talents and potentialities, espically conisdered as a drive or need present in everyone