altercation of self-actualization《poetry

s h i t c i g s i n a s h i t p l a c e

is it a reasonable goal

to want to go?

i smoke tobacco

in a town laced in drama

and white powder that

makes you want to leave

and never come back home.

but you never leave

never can watching

the outside world i want to be

something more

then the girl with drug issues.

back row kid that you grew

up with that now reaks of ciggaret

smoke.

i want to race along side

city buses hear the traffic at one am.

i've never felt the joys of

walking to local coffee spots

and places that serve more

then day old bread and tomatoe soup.

i want to leave this place

were dreams go to die

suffacate to death in

past morals and the withdrawl

symptoms of red scarred eyes.

fuck the town of drug dealing

and everything other then recovery

i cant wait until i can fucking leave

and start my own journey.

11:02 pm