can i be addicted
to something i am yet
to ever have?
can i be addicted
to thought of you and i
libs tangled in a bed?
can i be addicted to the idea
of us walking hand in hand
down cracked streets of this town
that you say
you are in love with?
can i be addicted to the idea
of not caring about the stares
when i kiss you head
in the check out line
in superstore
because the forehead i kiss
does not belong
to an adolescent boy
but much rather a girl.
a girl with long eyelashes
and pretty floral dress
with a brain
and addicted to a lot more
then just cocaine.
can i be addicted
to the thought of you and i
drinking vodka
mixed with lemonade
on lawnchairs out front
your families home?
can i be addicted to the idea
of you and i?
can i be addicted to the idea
of just you and i?
7:55pm
one of the worse days i ve had in a while. learned i am going to flunk precal cause i cant even do grade eight algebra. showed up a lil to stoned to science class and dont know how to do any of the work she assigned. Started drivers ed and my instructor repeats "okay" and "do you even follow" on averge twenty times at least ever ten minutes. Then my phone screen smashed causual want to cry.
and lastly my mom p much told me if i came out as trans or gender binary or even gay i would be kicked out of the house.
so i ve had a shitty day):
hope your guys day went a bit better:)
peace peace.
ali
xx
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altercation of self-actualization《poetry
Poetryal•ter•ca•tion noun 1. a noisy argument or disagreement espically in public self-ac•tu•al•i•za•tion noun 1. the realization or fulfilment of ones talents and potentialities, espically conisdered as a drive or need present in everyone
