Lost

Chapter 10

Kat's POV

It’s Friday already and I have been almost a week without seeing Niall.

We barely talked and I feel upset.

I think I like him.

No.

I know I like him.

I really need him in my life right now.

He makes me happy and I feel strange whenever he is not around.

And that actually worries me.

I don’t want to depend on someone to be happy.

No, I can’t.

I did that once and it didn’t end up well.

It’s 7.30am and I am already with these deep thoughts.

I get up and put my clothes on.

When I am making the bed I hear someone screaming.

It’s Nicole.

I get out of my room and get in hers.

She is inside looking at his phone with a wild look on her face.

“What happened?”

She looks at me with sparks of anger in her eyes.

“Niall happened.” She says.

I start to panic, oh my god.

I look to her phone and I see that she’s on some gossip site.

That’s it. Someone saw us and now we are all over the internet.

“Niall?” I try to look confused.

“Yes, apparently he has a girlfriend.”

My mouth drops, I start to breath faster.

“What a bitch.” Nicole says.

“Hey watch out your mouth.” I say angry.

“Sorry? Now I have to apologize for insulting that bitch?”

“Who are you talking about?” Now I am confused.

“Here.” She says showing me her phone.

I see a photo of Niall and some blonde actress.

Damn she is pretty.

“She is not even pretty.” Nicole says like she read my thoughts.

“I beat her boobs are fake. And look to her big nose.”

I turn my back to Nicole and get out of her room.

Nicole is the worst type of fan, she doesn’t respect anyone.

What she feels about this band is not healthy.

But suddenly I realize.

Why am I thinking about Nicole?

I just saw a pic of Niall with other girl!

And now I can feel it, I can feel the reality.

I can feel the pain, this old feeling.

I can feel a hole in my chest that has never really healed.

This is what I was afraid of.

Gosh, I don’t be hurt again. I can’t!

I don’t want the pain to destroy myself again.

This day it’s not starting well!