Lost

Chapter 15

Kat’s POV

It’s times like these when you think about everything or about nothing.

My head is so messed up right now. The fear took control of my head and I can’t think straight.

In these moments it seems that you remember about every single detail of your life but at the same time you don’t remember anything at all.

And it all comes to just one thing, or maybe more than one thing.

The most important things make it through all the mess that it’s your head.

And I think about everything that is important.

My parents, my sister, my friend Amy, Robert and Lisa, and even Nicole and all the friends I have here in London.

And I think about him. I think about Niall.

It’s inevitable.

I am worried about what might happen.

I am worried that I won’t see him anymore.

I don’t know if I will live to see him one more time, right now I am worried about dying.

When I woke up this morning I never thought the day would come to this.

5 HOURS EARLIER

 

I wake up full of energy. I will need because it will be a long day.

I have to end the mess I started.

I have to clear up things with Matt before it gets worse than it already is.

I get up and dress up some jeans, a sweater and my converse.

I brush my hair and decide to keep my hair loose.

I head to the kitchen and find a note of Robert saying that he had to leave earlier so he can’t take us to school. Lisa isn’t home too so I guess we are going on foot. Nicole won’t be happy about it, I just don’t want to deal with her humor today.

I make my way to her room and prepare myself to face up the beast. I knock on her door and she answers immediately.

“Good morning.” I say and she doesn’t answer, she just looks at me with an annoyed look.

“So both of your parents aren’t at home and we have to go to school on foot.” I say to her.

Nicole rolls her eyes and groans, she is in a terrible mood.

I leave her room and prepare myself to leave the house.

“Oh and be quick we don’t have much time.” I scream to her.

Twenty minutes later we are ready to leave the house.

The whole walk is silent, she hasn’t said a word to me this morning so I don’t care about making some talk.

Silence doesn’t bother me and just like Nicole I am not a morning person so I don’t have to deal with her mood.

I just want to talk to her about one thing. I am really curious about Tyler but I don’t ask anything because she is so mad and moody that she would slap me. I don’t feel like being slapped.