Paranoid

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He is responsible.

Responsible for what he makes me dream.

The reason why I'm acting paranoid.

I'm always having delusional conversations.

With the imaginary him.

That lingers in my head 24/7.

Emotions are going bonkers in my head.

How I wish I can just shut them up.

But of course that isn't impossible.

Sometimes I'm high in the clouds.

Other times I'm laying on the ground.

Hopeful but then hurt.

And it will repeat itself.

Tomorrow I will stop but then I will start.

I'm telling you, he has got me paranoid. 

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