insane. ➼irwin

her

[so a few stanzas each chapter. enjoy :)]

jasey;

i still remember

the first time I met her.

it was in therapy.

my mother had sent me for

group sessions

every fucking Tuesday

because she said i was insane.

 

Christopher

our middle-aged counselor

who’s doing what he’s doing

cause he doesn’t have shit in life

asked julia the normal question.

“julia, why don’t you start today

and tell us a reason

why you should not die?”

 

julia is very nice

and very insane.

her parents sent her here

so she could

‘make friends and talk to

individuals who understood’.

that was just a fancy way of saying things.

what it really actually means is

“you’re fucked up

so I’m going to send you here

so it looks like

i’m actually trying.”

 

julia looked at me and smiled.

“so many smiles left to give.”

nobody said anything.

so we continued, counter clock-wise.

the girl next to julia was new.

christopher checked his list

thrice.

“okay, jasey.

tell us a reason why

you should not die.”

 

jasey.

her name reminded me of all time low.

jasey rae is my favourite song

because it reminds me of

the beautiful girl

who wears skinny jeans

black t-shirts

and ties her raven hair

in a neat bun every tuesday.

 

“risks.”

jasey answered

without an ounce of hesitation.

someone asked her what it meant.

“there are still so many things

i have not done

i have not felt

all the rush

the danger

i have yet to experience.

so i don’t want to die.

i want to fulfill everything

before i can go.”

 

for a fraction of a second

jasey’s blue eyes flickered to me

and she licked her lips.

“it’s no fun living safe.

because life is just

too damn short.”

 

at that moment i was stolen.

jasey rae;

was definitely

with no doubt

 something else.

:*:*:*:

all rights concerning jasey rae or the song belongs to all time low and their label. 

just to be clear, THE STORY WILL NOT BE BASED ON THE SONG 'JASEY RAE'. I'M JUST USING THE NAME.

killing the caps, killing the caps.

on with the story.