insane. ➼irwin

crazy

when i asked her what she would do

to keep her life if she could-

she looked at me

with her blue doe eyes and smiled.

"God will take me when it's time

there is nothing left that i can do

i have had my time and i have wasted it.

but i do not regret anything

because:

i have felt the rush

i have felt my blood come alive

i have felt everything i ever wanted to feel

my whole life.

i have spent my days

in such a way that truly speaks

for the road every young person should live.

i have completed the reason

why i should not die

and now

there is none left to finish.

but if i had one last wish it would be

to save my mother's life

or to lose my own with her

so we would meet God together."