insane. ➼irwin

sadistic

it turned out

that he was right.

when i got to the care centre

jasey was sitting there

on a bench in the waiting room

hugging herself;

looking as sick as ever.

i had never saw her so tired and used-

so sorrow and irreparable.

 

i said nothing as i sat beside her.

she didn’t leave me

she really didn’t leave me.

my heart was beside me

real and unscathed.

or so i thought.

 

her hands were crossed in her lap

and she gave a few short breaths

before we found our way

to each other.

her head falls to my chest

and my arms wrap around her

her tears trickling down slowly.

i pressed a kiss to her lips

as she shook in my grasp.

her voice was raspy and cracked

like she had sung a million ballads

twisted into one sadistic symphony.

“twenty one days ago

the cosmos

greeted me in my sleep

and decided

 to take my breath.”

:*:*:*:

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