insane. ➼irwin

mad

it just hurts;

it hurts like fuck.

i look to my side

and see that jasey is not moving

and she is covered in blood; much like myself.

i painfully reach out to touch the side of jasey's neck.

i cry loudly when i don't feel anything.

my dearest, dearest jasey rae

the love of my whole life

my other half

has left the world.

i didn't even get to tell her that i love her

for the very last time

and this was all my fault when i'd sworn to myself

i'd save her.

i lied and she's dead

and there's no worse feeling.