insane. ➼irwin

she was:

that night

my mother called for me

from my red-black room

jasey called whisky.

 

“sit down.”

she said

and patted an empty seat

on the leather blue futon

that had tears as big as my fist.

but i just stared at her

and sat on the wicker chair instead.

she sighed in the way that told you

she was giving up.

but truthfully

you know she doesn’t bear good news

when she says ‘sit down.’

 

“ashton

i know you have problems

i know you can’t help it

but please, son

you have to know that

jasey is no angel; much less a seraph

she is the kind of girl

who would risk everything

she doesn’t even have.

the moment we leave this conversation

will mark the last time

you will ever think about

the embarrassment of

 the whore in damnation.”

:*:*:*:

ash's mom tho.