Day 13
Dear Ashton,
I sometimes talk to the Shadows hoping you'd be listening.
are you happy in heaven? or wherever you are? ...I hope you are.
Ashton, I went to band practice today for about 15 minutes.
"why 15 minutes?" you may ask. We were playing 'beside you' ...and as soon as the new drummer played...I jumped on him and screamed at him to go to hell. I punched him in the face a few times...Michael had to take me outside.
I cried, Michael cried....I just feel so broken inside.
calum came outside and told me that I should stay home for awhile..just to calm myself.
and I've been home ever since.
talking to myself, crying, staring at the rope that's still hanging.
I'm too scared to take it down. I don't know. I just don't wanna touch the thing that killed my best friend, my love.
I love you ash. ❤
-Luke
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99 days without you >> lashton AU
Fanfiction❝Ash, Im confused, I thought we were happy. I thought we were doing okay. I thought we went through that…but I was wrong. I was so wrong.❞ Where Luke hemmings writes to his dead boyfriend, hoping he'd write back. All rights reserved || © YayerNayer...
