Dear Ashton,
Hey Im sorry I didnt write for the past two days. I didn't come out of bed for two days, I was just really tired. All I did was cry and remember every little thing we shared together...and it just makes me wanna scream and pull my hair.
I guess I should tell you that I missed my therapy session and Band practice. honestly I dont give a fuck. also I haven't been taking my pills. I don't feel any different. I don't see why I need that, Im perfectly fine.
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Hey ash, remember that time when I found you crying in your room? .. remember you saying that you couldnt do it anymore? .. I was so stupid. you practically told me you were sad and lonely...and I WAS BEING SO STUPID AND DIDNT HELP YOU. FUCK...
WHY DIDNT YOU SAY ANYTHING? .. ASH I DONT GET IT, YOU HAD EVERYTHING...
WHY DID YOU THROW IT AWAY? ...I just dont get it.
-luke
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its 5am and Im wide awake.
whats up you beautiful people?! :DDD .. I just wanted to update for you guys. :)
man i should really write longer entries. these are too short. k.
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99 days without you >> lashton AU
Fanfiction❝Ash, Im confused, I thought we were happy. I thought we were doing okay. I thought we went through that…but I was wrong. I was so wrong.❞ Where Luke hemmings writes to his dead boyfriend, hoping he'd write back. All rights reserved || © YayerNayer...
