Day 79

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Dear Ashton,

I'm embarrassed to even say this to you..but...I've failed.

I've failed to die..

and I'm angry at myself. I can't even die! why can't I? .. I have nothing here! I have nothing to live for! why the fuck can't I die already? I'm done with everything!

...

I hate this. I fucking hate this. you know what? .. fuck this, I'm going out for a beer and probably try to be run over by a fucking truck!

goodbye Ashton.

-luke

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