Day 19

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Dear Ashton,

I'm drunk.

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WHY DID YOU DO IT? ...WHY.
WAS I NOT GOOD ENOUGH? AM I THE CAUSE OF IT? ...DO YOU HATE ME? OBVIOUSLY YOU DO.
YOU KNOW WHAT ASHTON, IM FUCKING DONE...I HATE YOU!
YOU ALWAYS THINK OF YOURSELF AND NOT ME. WHY COULDNT YOU STOP BEING A LITTLE BITCH AND BE HAPPY WITH ME?? IM  FRUSTRATED
IM ANGRY AT ....us.

oh my god, I'm so sorry ash.
I love you! I didn't mean that I hate you, I'd never say that! I love you so much that it hurts.
forgive me.

-luke

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