dear Ashton,
I'm sorry I haven't been writing, I just didn't feel like getting out of bed. I know I used that excuse alot, but I just feel so depressed and lonely.
and I just lost my mother, what do you think I feel right now?
fuck, I need a beer.
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everything is messed up.
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remember when everything was perfect? when everything didn't break, when everything wasn't so sad, when everyone was together and happy.
those were good days...
...
okay I guess this is where I tell you that....Kayla is taking me away.
yes, I'm going to a fucking hospital until I'm better.
I don't think I'm going to be 'better' ...
I'm leaving in three weeks, Kayla is giving me a chance.. if I go to therapy sessions and take my pills regularly, she'll let me stay.
I'll try to do what I've been told to do...I'll try Ashton.
...
I love you.
-Luke
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99 days without you >> lashton AU
Fanfiction❝Ash, Im confused, I thought we were happy. I thought we were doing okay. I thought we went through that…but I was wrong. I was so wrong.❞ Where Luke hemmings writes to his dead boyfriend, hoping he'd write back. All rights reserved || © YayerNayer...
