Dear Ashton,
its a rainy day here. and to be honest... I've never felt so sad in my life.
yes, Two days ago was my moms funeral and I'm sorry I didn't write after... I just... couldn't. you know, I just couldn't write after saying goodbye to my mother.
it was hard. I've never once thought that I'd be watching my moms casket going down into the ground...and your mom never saw it coming that your brother would be buried right beside......you
...
Michael and Calum were there. they said that they were sorry and all that. They stood with me through the whole funeral.
Calum was actually the one who... held me from jumping after my mom.
..
After the funeral... we went to your grave and just talked... talked about random things, old things and we might have cried while talking... but we didn't care, we just miss you.
we miss having our giggly Ashton Irwin around. You were the one who made everyone happy..just by smiling.
because that's how special you were.
...
well, I'd be best to go off for now.
I'll write again tomorrow.
-Luke
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Hi, sorry I haven't updated in a while... feels like 84 years... lol .. basically ive been doing nothing but sleep and play halo.
yup. sum's up my entire summer.
and I just want to say, thank you guys for reading! it literally means the world to me! thank you!
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99 days without you >> lashton AU
Fanfiction❝Ash, Im confused, I thought we were happy. I thought we were doing okay. I thought we went through that…but I was wrong. I was so wrong.❞ Where Luke hemmings writes to his dead boyfriend, hoping he'd write back. All rights reserved || © YayerNayer...
