Day 53

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dear Ashton,

Michael just left.

he told me some news. the good news and the bad news

which do you want to hear first? ......I'll just tell you the good news.

5sos got a new lead singer. I think his name is joshua, and they have a show in Toronto soon. I hope they do well, and I really do hope the fans accept the two new band members. because I care about Michael and Calum and I want them to have the best time of their lives. ..just wish we were there to experience it too. but its okay.

and for the bad news...

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my mom...

she got hit by a truck this morning. and she wasn't alone.

I guess she was driving your brother to school...she was driving fast and in a blink of an eye....a old trucker collided with my moms mini van, making it an instant death.

why do bad things keep happening to me?

first I lost you...Calum...Michael...and now my mom. its really hard to take it in.

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your mom must be devastated. I should go over to your house and comfort her.

having to lose two sons must be really hard.

especially when your death wasn't to along ago.

its really sad.

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I just need someone to hold me.

is that too much to ask for?

-luke

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yes I know. kill me.

my internet is shit..so I'll update once the fucking internet is working again. okay peace. ✌

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