Dear Ashton,
I don't know why lm still here.
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Hey...I just got back from the hospital. I was there for two days because....after that dream I had, I tried to kill myself. I thought it was my fault. I really did.
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I went up the roof and drank until my vision was blurry... then I almost jumped..I wish I did, but I was just scared.. scared of dying. 'luckily' our neighbor saw me trying to jump. He called the ambulance and blah blah.. They sent me there because they saw my cuts, and guess who has another therapy session tomorrow? ..me. Luke hemmings, the depressed guy.
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I'm sad, ash.
I really am sad.
I'm falling apart without you.
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calum hasn't talked to me since he came here to kick me off the band. I don't care, I don't need him, I don't need anyone.
I just need you.
-Luke
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Listen to "the fault in our stars" by troye Sivan...I promise you that you'll cry like a baby.
credits to @sydx03 for the new cover :)
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99 days without you >> lashton AU
Fanfiction❝Ash, Im confused, I thought we were happy. I thought we were doing okay. I thought we went through that…but I was wrong. I was so wrong.❞ Where Luke hemmings writes to his dead boyfriend, hoping he'd write back. All rights reserved || © YayerNayer...
