[R18] My Step Brother

6: Bestfriend's feelings

IVAN'S POV

Pagkabukas ng pintuan sa CR, bumulagta si meiko sa harap ko kaya napatumba kami at napahiga sa lupa..

Agad ko naman syang nasalo, Mabuti nalang at may maliliit na damo kaya di masyadong masakit yung likod ko pagkatumba namin..

"Meiko..?"

Sinubukan ko syang gisingin pero hindi pa rin sya gumigising..

Napasobra ata ang pag inom nya..

".. Sinabihan kita na ako nalang ang iinom.. Bat ba ang tigas ng ulo mo, eiko.."

Buti nalang at walang tao dito, lahat kasi ay nandun sa pool area, baka kung ano na ang isipin nila..

I can't stop myself from staring at her lying in front of me..

It's rare for us to be this close.. especially now that we're already grown ups..

"Meiko.. Do you know?"

That I like you.. since a long time ago that I can't even remember when I start to realize it..

During College? High school? Or.. maybe even elementary...

Ayokong mag iba ang tingin mo saken kaya tinatago ko nalang ang nararamdaman ko.. Kahit na minsan nahihirapan ako..

.. But I don't know why a simple like could turn into a feeling of desire...

It started during high school, I was resting at the back of the building..

There was a little window on the girl's CR, I am tall enough to see what's inside and I knew it was her even if it's only her back..

Hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari saken nun? But something is telling me to look closer..

Maybe out of curiousity... dahil kahit gano pa kami katagal na kilala... I never saw her took her clothes off in front of me...

Is it because that I'm a man? That I... felt curious what you look like underneath those clothes..

And so I did what the demons inside me is telling me and there, I saw her wearing her underclothes before dressing up her PE uniform..

She turned around... and I saw her front which made me surprised that I wasn't able to move a single inch..

I never saw her wearing only her bra or underwear..

That was the first time.. and I never knew that Meiko has... voluptuous body...

My body reacted.. I immediately went to closest Restroom and release myself..

Minura ko ang sarili ko dahil sa ginawa ko...

I wasn't like this...

I never saw Meiko in a sexual way... I like her with pure intentions but it changed ever since that Incident..

Hindi na natanggal sa isipan ko ang nakita ko.. tumatak yun sa utak ko na dumating sa punto na kapag nakikita ko sya, hindi ko maiwasang hindi maisip ang pigura nya..

I hated myself for it... but I can't.... get it out of my mind... so I began to accept and acknowledge it because I can't do anything to get rid of that disgusting feelings I have for her...

There are times that I'm tempted but I managed to stop myself..

I know what I'm feeling is wrong... but I can't simply get rid of this..

Napabuntong hininga nalang ako...

"Meiko.. Gising.."

I tried to wake her up again pero hindi parin sya gumising..