[R18] My Step Brother

14: The day i lost my first (Part 1)

MEIKO'S POV

"Hey.. I'm asking if I can kiss you.."

?!?!!!!

A-ano...

A-alam nya ba kung anong sinasabi nya?!

I startled when he suddenly sniffed my neck...

I-I have to stop him...

"Answer me, Meiko.."

It tickles...

"K-keiji... I-Itigil mo yan..."

He finally stopped.. tinignan nya naman ako... "So.. Can I?"

A-ano bang dapat kong sabihin...?

"H-hindi ko alam--- u-umalis nalang tayo dito keiji..."

The atmosphere... is getting weird..

"Remember what I said earlier.. If you want me to mess around with any girls or stop and do it with you alone instead. I gave you time to think about it, If you agree then you'll let me kiss you and have my way tonight.. If you don't, then push me right now."

Hindi ko na alam..

Pero... Ayokong mangyari ulit yun dahil naiirita ako..

Ibig sabihin ba ay...

Pumapayag ako..?

"I'll take that silence as a yes.."

Unti unti nyang inilapit ang mukha nya saken...

H-hahalikan nya ako...

Teka.. A-anong gagawin ko..

Hindi ko alam kung pipigilan ko ba sya o hindi.. dahil parang ayaw gumalaw ng buong katawan ko..

Napapikit nalang ako nung makita ko na napakalapit na ng labi namin...

"I'll give you time to push me away so do it.."

T-this is my chance...

But...

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Why can't I do it..

"Shit.. Meiko do you understand what it means if you do that?"

"A-ano.."

"Dammit, This is simply a consent, I took you here for me to go all the way incase you agree with me earlier, but if you don't, I'll let you go besides, I could always call someone here but you're... allowing me to do you by not choosing to push me away when you have a chance. You know what will happen after this right? Cause if you don't then you better stop me before you regret any of this"

I clinched my fist...

Of course I know what will happen.. Alam ko ang ibig sabihin nya at kung anong gusto nyang mangyari..

Hindi ko na talaga alam kung anong dapat kong isipin.. yung pagkatao ko o yung nararamdaman ko...

Ayoko lang makita na may ginawa sya sa ibang babae sa harap ko habang ginagawa nya din saken yun..

Nagmumukha akong kawawa...

"Fck meiko, answer me. Do you understand what I'm trying to say huh?! If you don't stop me then I'm really going to fuck you and take your damn virginity here!!"

"Oo alam ko!!!"

Ano bang dapat kong gawin?!! Bakit hindi ko sya kayang pigilan?!! Bakit hindi ako makatanggi?!!!

Bakit?!!

"Dammit.. If you do that then I won't stop myself."

?!?!!?!?!