KIDNAP : FOR A GOOD REASON

Maafi

Shilpa's POV

I am very angry..what is he trying to prove? I was so afraid to see the condition of the room and then his... His hand was bleeding, his eyes were red,  he was angry... I was worried but when I came to know the reason it pissed me off... He is treating me as his property... and I am not liking it... It was all a joke for him playing with my emotions, but when his turn came cannot even take a simple joke.. Bloody male chauvinist...I decided to ignore him for the rest of the day...till my head gets cool.

I go out to see he is standing in the balcony watching somewhere blankly....when he hears me coming out...he turns..there are tears in his eyes... I just cannot see him this condition, but he should also understand that I am not going to budge from my decision.

"Shilpa, jo kuch bhi hua, uske liye main dil se maafi maangta hu...mujhe prii aur karan se pata chala ki meri shadi ki afwah Arshi ne failayi thi,..aur jab suna ki tum sab chodkar US jaa rahi ho...to mujhse raha nahi gaya..main Ashu bhaiya se mila to unhone confirm kiya...phir unhinki madad se maine ye plan banaya"

Ashu tuze to main chodungi nahi...bahut buri tarah se fas gaya hai tu..

"Jab dekha ki you are getting jealous of the girl which never existed, mujhe achcha lagne laga aur maine ye continue kiya..I am really sorry...aur mujhe ye sab bhi nahi karna chahiye...but sach mein, main tumhe kisi aur ke saath nahi dekh sakta...tumhe apne dil...tan man se apna maan liya hai..mujhe pata hai tumhare man me mere liye bahut gussa hai...but ab main kuch nahi kahunga.."

He sighed..."Ye lo tumhara passport...jaha jaana chahti ho jao...I am really sorry.."

Saying this, he just went out of the room...I should be very happy now...I should dance..finally I got my freedom...but why am I not happy? But why am I not dancing? Why am I not going away from him?why am I worried for him? Why am I not angry on him?

His apology was from heart...I believed everything, what he said...Why couldn't i see in his eye?whats wrong with me? Why am I getting drawn towards him? Why, why why???

I sit and cry...till I fall asleep...I don't know for how long....I wake up when I hear door bell of our room..I go to open the room..when I see manager and a staff...bringing unconsious Vikasji with them...I panic..

"what's wrong? What happrned to him? Vikasji., Vikasji, kya hua hai aapko?Vikasji...please aankhen kholiye? What happened to him?please someone tell me?"

I cry...manager says to me.."Mam, we found him near the swimming pool unconscious..he was murmuring and saying sorry, his hand was bleeding and he has high fever...we have called the doctor...he is on his way"

"Thank you, Vikasji, aankhen kholiye, please..." I hold his hand and cannot control myself...its all my mistake...why was I angry? Why did I do that? Please God let him be fine...the doctor came..and checked

"Mrs Gupta....your husband's bp has gone high due to stress....he also has fever and I think he has not eaten anything for long....once he wakes up you give him juice and see that he is not stressed...these are the medicines...please give him on time and he will be fine by tomorrow...I have bandaged his wound also...Please enjoy your stay"

OH GOD!!!!High BP due to stress...so what he was telling was true...I waited next to his bed all the time not moving for a second...had ordered juice and food...I was just praying and waiting for him to wake up...I forgot how stubborn he could be when he was angry...

He started stirring..."Shilpa...shilpa...I am sorry...please forgive me", he was murmuring in his sleep...tears started flowing in my eyes seeing my love in pain....I called him.." Vikasji, uth jaiye...dekhiye maine aapko maaf kar diya...please uth jaiye...Vikasji, please..

Slowly, he opened his eyes..."Shilpa..."

I was happy to see him awake...he was looking confused..."Kya hua hai mujhe? Main yaha kab aaya? Tum ro kyu rahi ho? Sab thik to hai na? Aur mera sar kyu dard ho raha hai?"

"Vikasji, kuch nahi hua hai aapko...aap juice peeyenge? Ye lijiye...main baad mein sab bataungi...pehle ye juice peejiye aur kuch kha lijiye"

"Mujhe nahi khana..pehle maaf kar do"

"Guptaji, bachcha mat baniye..zindagi jhand ho gayi hai meri, jabse aapse mili hu..abhi chupchap kha lijiye...baad mein baat karenge..."

He saw my eyes and didnt speak much...he quietly drank his juice and ate his food...after which I gave him his medicines...

I was wondering how our Karma was entwined with each other...how this man is always in my life...or vice versa...are we made for each other?  Is there anything written in our destiny?..what will happen if we accept our relationship? How can this relation go further? So many questions whose answers are always unanswered...I hope this journey will be our last journey to find out whether we are made for each other or not...