KIDNAP : FOR A GOOD REASON

Shatir Vikas

Vikas PoV

Shilpa was behaving very strange today....she also became my friend...i should be happy,but there was some doubt.. She was not that straight...she was stubborn...how easily she was agreeing to whatever I said... no something is going in her mind...have to keep an close eye on her... She also allowed me to kiss... Am I thinking too much... Or is there something...she was sleeping on the couch...uncomfortable..but let her sleep... She should trust me and should have shared the bed with me... I am not an animal to pounce on her... However much I want to.

Next morning,  we rested and then in the evening went to see Sydney Opera house..it was a beautiful place...an architecture to die for..there was a play going on...we saw it and then had dinner.. All the while she was quiet.. I had seen her arranging her bag as if she is getting ready to go somewhere... I was 100 percent sure that she was having some plan to ditch me

So when we returned to our room,  after having dinner... She said that she is tired and going to sleep... I too pretended to sleep... After an hour,  she wakes up and makes a call,  I can't hear to whom as she is far away and talking softly... But I hear words like in an hour... So my doubt was clear.

She goes to the bathroom, I take the opportunity to see whom she had called... It's Rajeev... I should have guessed.... Now I am restless,  I had this feeling the whole day
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What have I done to her that she wants to run away from me?... Am I so bad that she hates me so much?... Why is she not communicating and telling me what is her problem? Today is the day I decide to end this... I send a message to Rajeev from her phone that at present the plan is cancelled but will let you know in the morning.

She comes out all ready, picks up her phone and turns to See Me sitting on the bed looking at her....she is shocked...I can tell that she is having doubts in her mind.

"kaha ja rahi ho, shilpa?"

"vo main, vo main"

"Bol kyu nahi deti ki Rajeev ke paas ja rahi ho...jao agar tumhari khushi isi mein hai...par aaj main kuch janana chahta hun...kyu? Aisi kya galti hui mujhse ki myjhe chodkar jaana chahti ho?"...there were tears in my eyes...I was not being able to control my tears...

"Vikasji, mujhe galat mat samjhiye...aapki koi galti nahi hai...par..par..main aapke saath ek hi kamre mein nhi reh sakti"

"par kyu?"

"Kyunki Vikasji, jaisa aapne kaha tha ki dono taraf se aag lagi hui hai...kahi aisa kuch na ho jaaye ki hum dono ko pachtana pade...aur Vikasji, main phir se aapke pyar nein nahi padna chahti...kyunki is baar main nahi sambhal paungi"

"Ye kya keh rahi ho tum? Main vada karta hun ki jab tak tumhari marzi na ho, main tumhe chuhunga bhi nahi...par Shilpa aise bhag jaane se is situation ka hal nahi milega..mdur rehke hum.dono tadpenge...is baar main jaan de dunga shilpa...main aapko rokunga nahi...lekin agar aap gayi to shayad agli baar humari mulakat na ho...kyunki phir aap mera mara hua muh dekhengi "

Shilpa comes and hits me on my face...there are tears in her eyes..."Aapko pata bhi hai aap kya keh rahe hai...aap jaante bhi hai ki aapke liye ye sab bolna aasaan hoga lekin mere liye kitna mushkil hai...har baar mere dil ke tukde krne ka haq aapko kisne diya?"

"Vikasji, aap ye achche se jante hai ki humare bich kuch nahi hoga...na aapki family accept karegi na humare fans...aur na hum...humari umar, humara nature, humara rehen sehen sab alag hai...hum kabhi ek nahi ho sakte ...ye aap achche se jante hai...phir kyu mere piche pade hai?"

"Shilpa, bakiyon ka chodo, sirf itna bata do, kya tum mujhse pyar karti ho?".

She doesn't say anything...I ask her again.."agar tum mujhse pyar karti ho to main puri kainat se ladne ke liye taiyar hun....please mujhe samjho...main tumpar koi jabardasti nahin karunga...agar tum jana chahti ho to main khud Rajeev se baat karunga aur tumhe uske ghar lekar jaunga...par usse pehle main chahta hun ki tum ek baar mujhse baat karo, mujhe samjho, mujhe tumhe samajhne ka chance do...phir jo tum chaho vo karo"

Her phone rings...its Rajeev...from.her facial expression I can tell that she now knows that I contacted him...but her next words surprised me.." thanks
Rajeev, but main abhi nahi aungi...main tumhe phone karungi, sorry tumhe disturb karne ke liye...jaroor Rajeev main jaane se pehle tumse aur tumhari family se jaroor milne aaungi...ha ha main thik.hun Rajeev...nahi nahi Vikasji bhi thik hain...thank you very much"

"thik hai ab batao...kya baat hai?"

"sorry maine tumhare phone se Rajeev ko message bheja...and thanks meri baat ka maan rakhne ke liye... Please baitho yaha aur mujhe bolne do"

"Shilpa, tumse bb ke ghar mein alag pehchan hui, aisi pehchan jise bhulne ka man hi nahi karta...maine bahut koshish ki ki tumse alag rahu par tumhari personality hi aise thi ki main avoid nahi kar pata tha tumhe, tumhari vo hasi mujhe tumhare paas khich laati, control kiya maine bahut kyuki cameras the...but ander se chahta tha ki main tumse baatein karu, tumhare saath samay bitau...jab mouka milta tumhare saamne baithta...kyuki mujhe achcha lagta..ek man kehta..ye kya kar rahe ho..vo tumse badi hai to dusra kehta to kya hua, pyar kiya to darna kya...shilpa, finally maine decide kiya ki jab main bahar aunga to tumhe apni dil ki baat bataunga, kyunki main janta tha, ki tum bhi mujhse pyar karne lagi thi"

I sigh...i see towards her..she is listening..."lekin bahar aane ke baad sab badal gaya, sab unexpected tha, meri popularity badh gayi, tumhe kaam milne laga, saath mein fans aur kuch logo ki meherbani se misunderstandings badh gayi, par dil to tumhare paas tha na...uska kya karta...shilpa tumhe meri yaad nahi aayi kabhi, kabhi mujhse milne ka man nahi kiya...main to kitne baar ghar jaate waqt tumhare ghar ke saamne gaadi rokta, sirf tumhe dekhne ke liye, roz tumhara account stalk karta sirf tumhari jhalak paane ke liye...par shayad mera ego badh gaya tha ki kabhi tumse milne ki koshish nahi ki...."

"Vikasji, maine humesha aapko kaha hai ki ego aur self respect mei ek patli resha hoti hai..Anyways Vikasji ye sab mujhe batake koi faida nahi, mera faisla nahi badalne waala..."

"Its ok Shilpa, main force bhi nahi karunga, main nahi janta ki aage kya hoga, lekin main apne dil.ki baat tum tak pahuchana chahta hun, aage kuch bhi ho jaaye, at least You will know how I felt about you"