KIDNAP : FOR A GOOD REASON

Gussa

Shilpa pov

Uff!!! inka gussa.....ab main kya karu?main janti hun ki iss tarah milne aana was not good, faltu mein gharwale inhe chidhate...aur main ye nahi dekh sakti. I have not understood what happened in these 1 week....I agreed to this marriage as I knew ,I wouldn't find anyone who would love me like he does, No one will respect me as he does...he might have some flaws but he was a good human being....I loved him from the days of Bb But somewhere after coming out,I was having doubts as he was doing weird things....plus in ivs he had said that We are in good terms and we are neither friends nor enemies...so how could I think of him when he was not even calling me his friend....

But something had definitely changed....always there used to be tug of war between heart and mind and always it would be heart that won leaving me in pain...thats why I had decided to leave this country...never had I thought that I would be getting married to the same person....that day when I went to his house and saw his condition, I was shocked...this was not the first time...it had happened in Australia but this was extreme.....this man's anger would ruin me....i too was becoming selfish and a small satisfaction crept in me that this is happening for me....I understood his love....touchwood....let it remain the way it is.

But today i overdid it...Why did i have to tell his mom? Should have listened to what he wanted to say? It was not his fault...he just wanted to know how I agreed...No problem...I know how to make him happy..and I am sure he will come tomorrow..

But, he doesn't come, neither is picking up my phone..all are worried....I call his mom, she too is worried and tells that he has not come home from yesterday night.....they didnt tell me because i would get worried...But now I am worried...time is passing by, Ashu says he will drop me....but I want to wait for him for some time....at around 9.00pm, his mom calls says that Watan, his second brother is coming to pick me up....I am very disappointed....but I dont say anything....I get a teary farewell, aai too is disappointed, she had made so many things for her jawaibapu...but jaeaibapu to nalayak nikla...ab mera bhi gussa badh raha hai....inki khabar leni padegi...gusse mein kabhi dusro ka nahi sochte...

I reach home, and wait for him....my Mother in law is very understanding and says that he is angry because he just wanted to talk with you but we didn't allow...where is he?

"Mumma, par vo hai kaha?kal raat se ghar nahi aaye hai, to gaye kaha?"

"pata nahi beta...prii, sid gaye hai dhundne, sabko phone kiya hai...mil jayega beta, tu darr mat..jaa kamre mein aaram kar"

I go in his room...I cannot take rest. How will I take rest when he is not at home? Where are you Vikasji?Suddenly phone rings...its prii...Vikasji is in his office...so he asked me to come there...

I reached there and saw that Vikasji is sleeping on the couch, stubble.grown, sleeping uncomfortably...the peon told me that he was there the whole night and day...I requested all to leave...

Once all left, I poured a glass of water on his face....how can he even sleep peacefully leaving everyone tensed...selfish

"What the heck!!!!kisne kiya ye sab? Shyam shyam."..he was still confused...once he came to his senses, he saw me sitting on his chair...

"Ye tumne kiya"

"haa....kaisa laga?"

" ye kya mazaak hai Shilpa? Aisa koi kisi ko jagata hai?"

"Hmm....nahi...par aap jaison ko aise hi jagate hai, jinhe duniyawalo ki koi khabar nahi hoti....jo apni.duniya mein magan hote hai"

"pagal ho gayi ho kya? Kya bol rahi ho?"

"Aap mujhe lene aane wale the aaj, aai ne poora din, bimaar hote hue bhi aapke liye pakwan banaye, aap aaye nahi...aapki mumma, vaha ro ro kar bura haal bana diya unhone....kyunki aap sahab to gussa hai....aap chahte hai ki sab aaye aapke charansparsh kare aur aapko sorry bole aur aapko ghar lekar jaaye, maine to aapko reality dikhai ki aise nahi hota hai"

"Mujhe aisa kuch nahi chahiye..aur jab main aaya to meri chugli karke bhagaya, ab kyu intezaar kar rahi thi mera?"

"Kyunki rasam ke hisaab se aapko aaj aana tha, kal nahi...isse aapka sabr ki pariksha hoti hai"

"Aise tucche rasam se pariksha?My foot, bb mein maine kitna sabr dikhaya, in fact australia mein saath mein rehkar kitna sabr dikhaya ye pata nahi kya tumhe?"

"ab ghar chalne ka iraada hai ya yehi rehna hai?"

"Nahi aana hai mujhe ghar...aur tumne rasam kaise todi?main to aaya bhi nahi aapko lene, phir aap kaise aayi?"

"aapki mumma ne Watan ko bheja....aur request ki aane ki to main aayi...aapki tarah selfish nahi hun main jo sirf apne baare mein sochu"

"Main selfish hun?"

"100 percent pure selfish...chaliye ab ghar"

So I move towards the door when he pulls me and pins me between him and wall..his face is inches away from me...

"Vikasji, kya kar rahe hai...aapne muh nahi dhoya...badbu aa rahi hai aapke muh se"

"mera mood destroy karna ho to aapke paas aau....chaliye..."

I know there is no filter in my mouth, I talk what is in my mind...hope I learn to keep my mouth shut. But again I have made him angry...

"Vikasji, suniye na...main mazak kar rahi thi...I am sorry....please maaf kijiye"

He kept on walking till we reached our car....then suddenly, he turned..."Shilpa tumse shadi ki kyunki tumse pyar karta hun, iska ye matlab nahi ki tum har baar mujhe granted lo, mera mazaak banao....aaj ya kal jo bhi hua, hua lekin aage main aisa kuch bhi sehen nahi karunga....aaj main tumhe mila...lekin shayad kal nahi milu...so please..."

Aisa kehke, muh fulake gaadi mein baith gaye....main bhi baith gayi....lekin baatchit 0...mujhe laga ki hum phir se bb mein aa gaye...ab ye kitne din chalega pata nahi...I try once again...

"Vikasji, Sorry...galti ho gayi....please aise gussa mat kijiye...humari shadi hui hai aur humari nayi life shuru ho gayi hai...main apna sab kuch chodke aapke paas ayi hun, aapke bharose...agar aap hi gussa katoge to mai kya karungi"

He was listening, but didn't say anything....I stopped convincing him....

"Mujhse shadi ke liye kyu taiyar ho gayi?"

"Aapka problem kya hai? Main taiyyar hui to bhi aapko problem...aur nahi ho rahi thi tab bhi aapko problem..vaise aapka pyaar dekhke man pighal gaya Guptaji...lekin aap to ek din mein badal gaye...please angry young man na bano....aap haste hue achche lagte hai"

"Kal hum delhi jaa rahe hai...Puneesh aur bandagi ki sagai hai....unhone humare liye party bhi rakhi hai aur uske baad unki sagaai hai...maine mana kiya par puneesh ne mujhe tumhari kasam di...vo tumhe phone kar raha tha but engaged aa raha tha..."

Puneesh aur Bandagi ki sagai...wow...humara as a couple 1st function....Maybe this will bring us close....