part of me | e.d

twenty

i wake up to the sound of ethan's alarm blaring in my ear.

i hear ethan sigh heavily as i reach over and turn it off. he rolls onto his back, rubbing his eyes. i hang my legs over the side of the bed, and as i try to stand up i feel an ache between my thighs.

i smile to myself, standing up and grabbing my underwear and bra to slip back on.

this time, it felt good to feel that ache.

i walk over to the mirror, fixing my hair up into a messy bun. i then feel ethan come behind me, wrapping his strong arms around my stomach, leaning his head on my shoulder.

he kisses my neck, his warms hands hugging me tightly. "how do you feel?" he mumbles against my skin.

"just a little sore." i give him a small smile through the reflection of the mirror.

"i know what'll make you feel better." he chuckles softly as his hands slowly slide down my body to my hips, his fingers pressing into my skin as he starts massaging me.

i sigh, leaning my head back against his chest. he continues to kiss my neck lightly, occasionally pecking my ear. i relax against him, feeling the tension from my muscles vanishing.

"i love you," he whispers in my ear. 

"i love you, too, e." i turn my head, kissing his lips quickly. 

"you know, sex looks good on you." he smirks at me in the mirror, continuing to rub his hands on my skin.

"what do you mean?" i laugh.

"i just mean, you have this glow on you. it makes you look even sexier, if that's even possible." i can feel myself blushing, hard.

i see his lips being tugged upwards as he smiles, revealing his perfect white teeth. he then removes his hands from my body, and i begin walking towards the door.

before leaving, i look at him one last time, admiring his gorgeous body. his defined abs, sharp v-lines, built arms.

the fact that i could've lost him last night still scares the shit out of me. i don't know what i'd do without him.

i leave his room, heading down the hall and to my room to get ready for the day.

-

ethan and i were sitting in first period again, listening to mr. parker's speech about school violence based off of yesterday.

he moved the test because of all of the commotion, so now it was friday. 

ethan's wearing a white beanie today, and god, it's doing things to me.

i rest my head on my hand, trying my best to focus but end up thinking about ethan despite my best efforts.

my thoughts are interrupted when there's an announcement on the overhead speaker. 

"can rylin avery please come down to the principal's office. rylin avery, to the principal's office."

everyone stares at me immediately. i stand up awkwardly, unsure what he could possibly want with me.

as i walk by ethan, i feel him grab my hand loosely. i look at him, seeing his reassuring smile.

i walk out of the classroom and to the principal's office. 

once i get there, i see the principal sitting in his chair, waiting for me. "rylin, please sit."

i do as he says, sitting in the chair in front of him and crossing my arms over my lap. "so what's this about?"