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Quote: "YASS QUEEN" as requested by JacharyBesson

CORBYN

I'm groggy as I start to wake up a little as I regain my vision I see Zach in arms recalling that last I cuddled him, as a sign of acceptance because he just came out to me a matter of hours ago. I check the time: it's 8:00am. As I do this I hear Dani cooking eggs for us, the rest of the boys are already up and eating their eggs. He was still sleeping as I rolled out of bed, walking to the bathroom looking in the mirror, notice my hair is puffy and a mess from me sleeping on it the night before. I start getting ready for the day ahead of me, we get to go back to the house and have a few months of down time as we just finished our European tour. As I finish washing my face, Zach wakes up and asks what time it is

"8, Zach get up we have to eat, and get ready" I say with urgency. "We have to be off the bus in a half hour babe-I uh, mean bud, c'mon" I nudge him

"Ok..." he says with annoyance and gets up and walks over to the vanity.

Hopefully he didn't me call him babe by accident. It just slip out of my mouth he just looks so peaceful sleeping... he almost looks... I cut myself off.

"I'm not gay though, as far as I know..." I mumble to myself not loud enough for Zach to hear, thank god. But as I let thought linger in the back of my mind it comes out my mouth with what believe is self-doubt. I can't be I say to myself in desperation hoping this new thought isn't true. While this battle is going on in my find I walk out to meet the other boys. Moments later I forget about these thoughts I'm experiencing as I try to redirect my attention to something else.

As I walk to the stove I say "Hey guys! Looks good!" in a cheerful tone as I proceed to scoop some on a plate and take a bite. Minutes later Zach joins us,

"Hey Zach, morning" I hear Daniel blurt. "Morning" he replies with rather unamused tone.

-TIMESKIP-

After Breakfast we get off the bus and enter the house. I go straight to my room wanting to figure out the question that's been plaguing my mind, my sexuality.

I ask myself "Am I gay?" I wind up not knowing after trying to dig deep inside myself and not knowing after half an hour of hating myself I give up and consult Jonah for help.

"Jonah!" I yell as if I in trouble, which I am!

Moments later he comes in the room at full speed out of breath panting with that he says with his hands on his knees at the doorway

"What's...wrong...Bean?" As his face now shifts from tried to a look of comfort and genuine concern seeing that I have a worrying expression on my face.

"I think I'm gay but I'm not sure..." I say with a hint of fragility and innocence present in my eyes and in my as I look down at my feet.

"Well... when did these thoughts start?" He asks softly

"This morning, I was trying to wake up Zach and I accidentally called him babe when I meant to call him bud..." I mumble, thinking that he hates me.

"Well, um... how did he react?" Questioning me

"He seemed unphased by it, not realizing I slipped up my words and let that slip" I tell him.

"Do you feel like you're ready to tell him and come clean?" He asks treading lightly by the tone of his voice.

"Yes... yes I do! I've been thinking about it all day it's been eating me from the inside out!" I almost yell

"I'm sorry Jo.... I'm just stressed, he means so much to me" I say dipping my head in disappointment realizing what I had just said

"It's ok, take your time bud, when ur ready, ok?" He says with reassurance making me feel better about the whole situation.

I take a deep breath calming myself down. I sit on my bed that I share with Dani thinking this whole thing over. I spend about 10 minutes before I walk downstairs to the kitchen where all the boys are talking about how the tour went, meanwhile I call Zach outside to talk.

"Hey Zach, can we talk? I gotta tell ya something" I state

As we walk out into  the backyard I shoot Jonah a cheeky wink he smiles back with a little laugh. The others ask what's so funny and he responds with a finger motion telling the boys to follow him outside and join me and Zach.

I start shakily "Zach so now that the boys are hear, I wanted to let you know..." I say

As I begin to tell him how I feel I stare into his Chocolate-esque eyes and get lost in a deep trance getting teary-eyed sniffling.

I start again resuming where I left off "that I've had this weird offsetting feeling that never really felt right I bottled it up for days and those days were some of my worst I couldn't bare not telling you, but I knew I had to figure out what that feeling was, then I knew I was gay, Zach and I found out I had feelings for you Zach. You are such a bright star in the universe and want I want to shine as bright as you so... Zachary Dean Herron... will give me the pleasure to call you mine?" I finish as I'm in tears,

Zach is also in tears at this point and just nods with a simple "Yes, Corbyn Matthew Besson, I will" During this we cut each other off by smash our lips onto one another, hungry for the thought and taste of each other's presence as we kiss it starts to get more heated and It feels as if it's only me and him in the world. Like everyone is blocked out and doesn't exist, all the sudden I'm snapped back to reality.

Then Jonah screams "YASS QUEEN"

By then we are holding each other's faces in our hands with our noses and foreheads touching gazing at one another's eyes like we were the only people who mattered right now and smiling.
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A/N wow this happened so cute lmk if u guys want more! Cliffhanger! I'm so evil lol ilygsm❤️😉