This story shows the development between Shawn and Sabrina's relationship in the course of time, from stars that tour together and collaborate to become man and wife with children. The book touches sensitive subjects like panic attacks, anxiety, dep...
*three weeks later* Shawn's POV I'm spending the week in LA to organize the details for my tour and since today is my only free day I decide to invite Sabrina out so I call her Sabrina's POV I'm showering right now but I hear my phone ring so I grab a towel and pick up without even knowing who's calling me "Hello?" "Hi Sab, it's Shawn" Shawn? Why is he calling? Does he need something? Is there something wrong?" "Hi Shawn, how's it going?" I'm trying to sound as cool and chill as possible "I'm good" I hear him chuckle, he's so darn cute "What are you doing?" What should I reply? I can't just tell him that I'm showering considering what happened last time that we were together... "I can hear the water running" he pauses "are you taking a shower?" I blush "N-none of your business!" He starts laughing and I can basically see him smirk even though this is a phone call "Want me to join?" He whispers sexily and I chuckle "Shut up, why did you call me anyway?" "I wanted to know if you were free today so that we could uhm...you know, hang out and stuff" He sounds pretty nervous because his voice is kinda shaky, thankfully I'm free today because I would love to hang out with him "Yeah I'm free, where are we going?" "I was planning to get something to eat and just walking around the city if that's okay with you..." He's so sweet "Yeah it's totally fine" "Great, I'll pick you up at 6?" "Sure, bye" I hang up. An hour later I manage to not look like a normal human being and read a text from Shawn _____________ -text convo- Shawnie💛🙈 Hey I'm already here Sabby SabSab 😊💙 Coming! ____________ I go downstairs, open the door and see him outside checking something on his phone "Hi Shawn" I hug him and he hugs back "Hi Sab" He kisses my forehead, have I already said that he's super sweet? But from his tone I can tell that he's pretty upset "What's wrong?" He shakes his head and smiles at me "Nothing, let's go, shall we?" I nod and he takes my hand "Where are we going to eat?" "There's a bakery near here, do you wanna go there?" I nod "What are you gonna get? I bet chocolate cake" I smirk and shake my head "Nope, I'm gonna take some chocolate chip muffins" He looks at me with his eyes wide open (See what I did there? Like her song...okay) "No way! Why?!" I chuckle "Because I like them, really much. And what are you gonna get mr.Mendes?" "I was thinking about getting some chocolate cake..." I look at him in shock "What?! Why?!" He simply shrugs "Because I like chocolate cake" After we get our food we sit at a table "So how's your chocolate cake?" I say with a smirk but it seems like he didn't hear me because he's too busy with his phone "Shawn" I snap and he reacts this time "Oh sorry, what were you saying?" He clearly sounds worried "What's wrong?" I take his hands and he sighs "Someone leaked the tour information and now there are so many theories about it" "What?!" I can't believe it "Yeah, look" He shows his phone at me and I see all the Instagram posts talking about it, even @oh.my.benito one of his biggest fan accounts
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
"Woah" Is all I manage to say, I can't believe it, our fans definitely know how to get certain information. "Yeah" He sighs. I try to cheer him up "Hey, since these are still just rumors this thing will fade away in a couple of weeks" I think that it cheered him up a little because he's now smiling "Yeah you're right, wanna go for a walk?" I nod "I would love to" We stand up and hold hands while walking around the city. We aren't even talking because we are too busy enjoying the view, it's not one of those awkward silences but it's a comfortable one instead. He then stops looking around to look into my eyes and I smile at him "You're one the funniest, kind and amazing people I have ever met in my entire life" I look down, blushing "Stop being so nice" He kisses my cheek and I blush even more "I'm Canadian, of course I'm gonna be nice, but even if I wasn't Canadian I would still say all these things to you" I look up at him, literally, because I'm way shorter than him "You're one of the best people I've ever met too" I say as I basically jump to kiss his cheek "Remember what I told you?" "Sorry but I couldn't resist, it's not fair that you're allowed to kiss me while I'm not" He sighs "Fine, you won, but who can't blame you? I couldn't resist myself too if I was anyone else" I laugh at him until I see that my vision gets blurry because of a flashlight "Oh fuck, paparazzi, come on, let's go" He takes my hand and we somehow end up in a park in order to avoid them. While we were walking away from them I heard so many questions about me and Shawn and the tour like: "Are you guys really going on tour together?" "Are you guys dating?" "Is Shawbrina real?" "Are you two ever gonna collab?" "Sabrina is Shawn your new boyfriend?" "Why are you holding hands?" And all I did was smiling and waving at them while saying "hi". Sometimes is really hard for me to remain calm and polite. At the beginning of my career it was pretty cool but after years of being in the entertainment industry this has became pretty stressful. Recently I've been crying every night until I fall asleep because of the anxiety, this is why I'm also going to some therapy session every now and then. I know that it's their job but sometimes I really wanna go out without having any cameras pointed at me. We're currently laying down on the grass and looking at the stars. "What are you thinking about?" Shawn looks at me waiting for an answer and I sigh "I'm thinking about paparazzi and how sometimes I wish to be a normal person" He looks at me with sadness in his eyes "Relatable" He wraps his arms around my shoulders "But we have to deal with it for the rest of our lives one way or another" I nod "You're right" I hug him. Shawn's POV I can relate so Sabrina so much, sometimes I wish that I was normal too. It kills me seeing her so sad, she doesn't deserve it, she an amazing person and I feel the need to protect her at all costs. My thoughts get interrupted by a message from Andrew that says that the hotel we were supposed to be at is full and that there aren't any more rooms left "Fuck" I whisper and Sabrina looks at me "What happened?" I sigh "There aren't anymore rooms left in the hotel" She smiles at me "You can sleep in my house if that's okay, since Sarah is staying there too the guest room is already taken but you can take my bed" I frown "Okay but, where are you gonna sleep?" She shrugs "I'll sleep on the couch" "No way!" "It's not a big deal, I won't mind, it's just a night" I sigh "Okay, thank you Sab" I kiss her hands "You-You're welcome" I see her blush and smile at her cuteness "Wanna go home?" She nods. Sabrina's POV After we arrive I notice that Sarah's door is closed which probably means that she's sleeping "Shhh! Sarah is sleeping" I whisper and he nods. "Your room is on the next door at the right" "Got it" He picks me up bridal style, taking me by surprise "What are you doing?!" He smirks "No way that you're gonna sleep on the couch" "I already said that it's not that big of a deal and you're a guest!" "I don't care" He opens the door "Since I know that you won't let me sleep on your couch I had the amazing idea of sharing your bed with you" I know that he won't take a no for answer "Okay" I sigh "Let me just go to the bathroom and change" He smiles all happy "Okay" I walk to the bathroom and change into my pjs but when I walk outside I see Shawn with only his underwear on "Oh sorry I didn't know you were changing" I cover my eyes and he chuckles "I'm not changing, I sleep like this" He pauses to look at my pjs and the laughs "Nice pjs" I blush because it makes me look like a five-year-old since it's oversized and pink "Shut up!" I lay down and he stops laughing "Okay sorry" He lays down next to me and kisses my cheek "Good night" "Good night" I smile and turn off the light. After a while he hugs me and kisses my head "Have I already told you that you're amazing?" I look down and blush but then look back at him as he starts leaning for a kiss and.... _______________________ What do you think is gonna happen next? 😱 Are they finally gonna kiss or not?! Leave a comment below!
