Eternal Love | A Shawbrina Fanfic

Chapter 80- Rehab

Shawn's POV

The kissing scene is about to happen and I don't even know how to start, we didn't rehearse it because we both refused to but now we really gotta do it.
"And...action!" Okay Shawn, take a deep breath and start
"You don't know how I'm feeling!"
"Of course I do! You know why? 'Cause I feel the same way!" Bradley replies
"What?" I say with a confused expression
"Max..." he takes my hands as gets closer, I swear I wanna punch him but now it's not a good time, I just keep frowning instead
"I'm gay too" and with that we start leaning in. We lock eyes for a brief second and I see fear in his eyes.
I feel like this is gonna be impossible! Okay, just relax, imagine that he's Sabrina, your beautiful, sexy, smart, sweet and caring wife.
Now our lips are locked and I still haven't thrown up yet, this is great!
"Cut!" We immediately pull away from each other and I immediately walk up to Sabrina, screw the fact that Bradley kissed her forehead for now I just need her.
"Hey, you were ama-" I immediately cut her off by kissing her. Gosh I just need her lips on mine to forget about this kissing scene. After we pull away I just see Bradley's face instead of hers
"Are you okay? You seem a little off" It sounds like him as well!
"Uh-Yeah, yeah, I just gotta go to the bathroom for a second..." and with that I basically run away and lock myself in the toilet for about ten minutes in which I wash my face to recover from everything before going out.
"There you are!" One of the producers says and guides me back on set.

*some hours later, Sabrina's POV*

Shawn is an amazing actor! I can see why he got the role. After the kissing scene he was a little bit off but now he's okay I guess. I look at the clock and notice that it's time to take my medicine. I see that Bradley is busy by doing nothing so I walk towards him with the kids
"Hey Brad"
"Hey" he replies with a smile
"I'm so sorry to ask you this but can you please watch the kids for like five minutes? I gotta go to the toilet"
"Sure, I don't mind" I sigh in relief
"Oh thank god" And with that I give him Alex and Harry and rush to the bathroom where I finally open the bottle where my pills are but before I can pop them into my mouth the door bursts open
"What the hell Sabrina?!"

Shawn's POV

It's now lunch time and as I'm looking for Sabrina I see that Bradley is with my sons, why? Where is she? And why did she leave them with him?
"Hey, what are you doing?"
"Just keeping an eye on them, Sabrina asked me to: she said she had to go to the bathroom or something like that, she looked anxious or something, is everything fine?" I frown
"I think so, let me check" I find the bathroom and check what she's doing through the keyhole and what I see is not pleasant at all: she's taking out the bottle that contains her antidepressants in a hurry, almost as she needed them to live. She shouldn't be taking them! She already took one this morning and she has to take only ONE pill a day while right now she's holding more than two in her hand!
I slam the door open before she can swallow them.
"What the hell Sabrina?!" She gets scared and lets them fall to the ground
"No!" She exclaims in panic
"They were my last ones!" She kneels down to pick them up but I stop her by grabbing her arm firmly
"Sabrina! Can't you realize?!"
"Realize what?! That you threw the medicines that I need away?!" My expression softens
"You are addicted Sabrina" She frowns and starts shaking
"I am not!"
"Are you okay?" I lower myself and feel her forehead
"You're burning! That's it: we're going home"
"No, I'm good" She replies to me panting, still watching at the pills on the floor with an unreadable look: I can't understand if she's realizing that she might be an addict or if she's still wondering about taking them.
"You're not, come on, let's go home" What am I gonna do? How are we gonna get through this? Who should I call but most importantly: is Sabrina gonna be fine?

*some hours later*

I managed to take the rest of the day off and I took everyone home where I put the kids to sleep and called a therapist who miraculously could go home and talk with Sabrina. They're currently talking in the bedroom, they've been locked there for about three hours now and I heard some screams, whimpers and cries from Sabrina.
I'm scared as hell right now, I really want her to be fine. How could this happen? And when did it happen? Why did I ignore the first signs? God I was so fucking stupid! It was so obvious! Since we went back from our honeymoon! Those were the first signs! And why did I let it become an addiction? Why wasn't I on tour with her to check on her? I wasn't working or anything like that! I could've stopped this!
As I'm about to cry I see the therapist exits the room?
"So? Is she fine?" I say with hope in my voice but he sighs instead
"Sabrina is indeed addicted sir. I'd like to say that this is not a severe addiction but then I'd be lying"
"What?" No, it can't be
"Does she have to go to rehab?" He smiles sympathetically at me and hands me a leaflet
"I highly recommend you this center, they are great and I bet that they'll receive her in a week if you call today" I hold back my tears
"Thanks"
"I'm sorry" He pats my shoulder before walking away.
How am I gonna do this alone? How is she gonna do it alone as well? Will she recover? I'm going crazy right now. I open the door and see Sabrina. She's super pale, making her freckles and dark circles more noticeable, and her red puffy eyes are watching at the wall in front of her.
"Hey"
"Hey, what did he say? Am I addicted?" She doesn't look away from it
"No" I lie to her. I just can't tell her, I don't have the strength
"Told ya"
"Yeah..." And with that I walk to the living room where I sit on the couch with my phone in my hands to call the center. Is this necessary? What kind of question is that?! Of course it is! I press the green button and the phone starts ringing
"Hello? How may I help you?"
"Hi, I'm calling you because my wife needs help..." This is it. This is the beginning of the end.